#76. Goodbye clouds of grey, Hello skies of new (I WANT IT ALLLLLL~~!)
Saturday, May 15, 2010
This is half random, but everytime I hear SEX BOMB SEX BOMB YOU'RE A SEX BOMB, I immediately think of Shermi's birthday party because that was the first time I heard that song, yet the whole Muggers Club seemed to know it. =.=;; We fail at Karaoke, BTW.
But yes! Anyway, I shall not blog about my Muggers Club and it shall totally be about Players~~~. WHICH IS LIKE DRAMA BUT NOT REALLY, HAHA, GET IT? Like, since Muggers Club are all Dramafreaks besides Beni, but y'know, she's a gerbil so well, TOO BAD.
Players Camp was so full of awesome, haha, like WE BUILT SETS OUT OF TOLIET PAPER. OMG, IT WAS THE COOLEST SET EVER, OMG, I LOVE THE SETS, LIKE SEE THOSE SETS THARE ARE MADE OUT OF TOILET PAPER, YEAH YEAH, AREN'T THEY SO AWESOME? YES THEY WERE. If only I took a picture of them. I DIDN'T. D:
Heehee, but it was muchly fun, and I didn't even feel emo about CAP, and sets were SO MUCH FUN TO BUILD! (Because we were like SLACKSLACKSLACKCHIOOOOOONGGGGGGGGG with epic people, hahahaha). This post doesn't make much sense, but omg, IT WAS GOOD STUFF OKAY!
I think I really do have the greatest set of friends in the entire world, like srsly, tbh really. Haha, I mean, I know I bitch about a lot of things and I say LIFE SUCKS (AND THEN YOU DIE) AND BLAH BLAH BLAH (KE$HA HAHAHA) AND YEA, but omg, I really do have really awesome friends.
Thank you guys so much for making me feel so much better. It still kinda hurts to think of it but it doesn't at the same time y'know? Hahaha, omg, IDK, I JUST KNOW I WAS LIKE OMG YOU GUYS! -sniffsniff- in the Bishan MRT station just now when I was reading it.
Hahaha, you guys seriously need a post because I love you all so much like seriously, you're all super duper wonderful people for making me feel less crappy about Life and not getting in because I'm a ball of emoness like that and I need like y'know sharp needle things to deflate the ball so all the emoness will all fly away and there'll be non-emoness left which is better than emo-ness. And that did not make much sense either.
In indignance of not getting in, I'm totally writing fanfiction right now instead of studying for my Econs test tomorrow. Hahaha, 8059 yesyesyes? Nah, Yamamoto-love/emomoto--heehee cause I love that baseball idiot.
So Xin, Kyon, Ran, Geoff, Weeqs, Celine, Daphne, Wei Yang, XIN (deserves another name because ILY and you're my 姐）LESS THAN THREE!
Not that any of you besides Kyon and Xin read this but U CAN'T TOUCH THIS.
It's been ages since I touched this thing-- holy molymolymoly! This is totally going to die like how my tumblr has already died because looking at all those pretty shizz on tumblr makes the materialistic side (haha, who are we kidding? that's just me entirely) of me die a lot inside.
I came online to check the roster for YOG and I was all like, OKAY I CHECK THEN I GO BACK AND DO WORK. Well, as you can see, that kind of failed. I'm sorry okay! I'm just an undriven, unmotivated, unmehhh, I can't be bothered to think of anything anymore. Haha, I keep feeling like spelling Haha like Maa Maa, can you imagine that? Like Haa haa, it'll be like this druggie laughing, which would essentially be me laughing when I'm super high except that when I'm high I don't get stoned, I just get high, so it'd be like hahahahaha, not stoned. Haha, I've no idea what I'm talking about anymore.
Maa maa.
Hoho, the TV just said A SQUAD, but about monks and Budhist people training and stuff. Not Power Rangers. Speaking of Power Rangers, I've been watching Jungle Fury and OMGWTFBBQ! Sim Xin Yi, please come over and watch JF with me soon so I can express my indignance/anger/WTFISTHISBBQ!/notexactlyangerbutomgggggwtffff at the new Power Rangers of the team.
Hint 1: You already know who they are. They've already appeared in the show. Hint 2: It's neither Camille nor Dai Shi nor Fran. And Dai Shi's still talking in third person about Jarrod and being a wannbe-pimp when he goes RAWRRRR.
I went out with Gloria, Xin and Becky and Celine yesterday. It was good (clean) fun. I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE WHOAAAAA. Haha, it's great to be around people that won't throw a rock at your head when you're trying your best to annoy them and generally act drunk when all you've drunk is the tiniest sip of that weird bottled drink Gee bought that's more fizzy than fruity, and Xin's brownie was good tasting except it was crumbling, my brain isn't working and Chemistry questions are long and hard unlike Japanese questions.
Haha.
There are many things that have happened but I'm too lazy to blog about them just because I'm awesome like that this post is so stream of consciousness but not really, haha, imagine if it was, it'd go WHOAAA, EVERYWHERE. (OMG, the dude in the TV show didn't make the A Squad, poor kid, he's now going to have to teach the new recruits. GOSH, JUST SCREW THEM OVER.) Yeah, like, my mum bought me KHR DVDs, IKR. SO EPIC.
I've been spamming episodes. Not really, but omg, I reached the 8059 fight scene and it's all sort of epicness and more because it's just 8059, and it's so angsty and RAWR, YAMAMOTO GOT HURT. D: I hope he gets better, well of course he does, but he got ELECTROCUTED. HOLY SHIT. THAT MUST HURT. DDDDDDDD:
Baka Jyuudaime. I hope Tuna gets kidnapped. I really do. It'd be so much fun, haha, Tuna fish, tunatunatuna. I found a library book the other day like a long time ago-- oops my mum's mad that I switched screens when she came to look at the screen and tell me to brush my teeth, screw you, don't read my blog rawr-- and it was like Tuna: My Favourite Ingredient. I think I have a picture of it somewhere.
Heh, it's really hot.
NAPFA's tomorrow. Oh man, if I don't get a gold, it'd be a sad day because GOD (haha, GOD!!!!) would kill the world like how Rei-En would, I mean, like if Rei-En were god, which she isn't but she's GOD because Estella's Kyon and SXY's a bunny girl that--- oh damn, I mentioned Kyon, she's right, she appears in many blog posts. Rawr, damn you Kyon, rawr-- BYUUUN.
Why is it so darn hot, gosh. Oh the fan's not blowing this way.
I think I've sufficiently confused everyone enough.
Haha, anyway, for the past few days, I've been trying to be an awesomely, awesome student. Seriously! Every day after school, I'll decide to study and revise and all that scholarly-mugger-type stuff.
Except that it doesn't work and I don't study at all.
Because I totally cannot study with people in general.
Either that or I can't study with Patrick, Chinnapa and Avinash.
I suspect it's just Chinnapa, because when he came to 'study' with Patrick, Avinash and I just now, we ended up in hysterical laughter and BAAAAAKA-ing and WHUT IS THIS, I NEED TO DO MY WORK--- NAHHHHHHH. And this happens all the time-- or at least for the past two times we've attempted to study together. But naaaaaaah~!, it's not like I'd study anyway, hahaha. At least we didn't make enough noise to get kicked out of the library. Hohoho.
I am so amused by this picture because of how there seems to be two random people popping out at the back ground, and I didn't even realize it until I was looking through the pictures we took just now in Burger Shack. Benita's calssmates are so weird and strange.
(BTW, I AM trying to upload the pictures from today onto Facebook, but they refuse to be uploaded. The uploader is taking the longest time.)
YES, SO I CRASHED CJC TODAY. MAN IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.
Our April Fool's Day joke epically failed because Celine didn't seem to fall for it when I was there, but at least she fell for the SMS ones... which means we half win... Kind of. Heh. (Sorry Celine for having to waste a prayer on me, heh heh, ilybby!)
I'm too lazy to blog tbh, haha, I just wanted to post up that epic picture. ^-^
But it was crazy fun going to CJC, and meeting everyone and their classes. I MET THE ACTUALLY REAL GABRIEL. :-O And Benita's classmates are like super strange. HAHA, IDK. I wish my class/school was more CRAAAAAACK!Crazy!Weird than strange!weird y'know? Hmmm.... O.O
OMG, I THINK MY CAP PORTFOLIO IS DONE, WELL NEARLY DONE. There's just reflections left to do and the small fact that most of my pieces are practically about the same thing. Heh.
Free Cone Day was yesterday and it was much fun. Apart from the fact that just as soon as we got to Cathay, Natalie and Jonathan decided to pangsei me after looking at the queue and then went to MacDonalds to study instead. Gosh, those muggers.
I had an insanely awesome time with Daphie-kins, Xin, Celine and Benita though. Spending time with them makes me realize how much I do miss St Nicks and all my Unityfreaks and the Dramafreaks and Gerbil and everyone, EVERYONE. Even though so much time has passed since the start of the school year and I thought that I had adapted to life in RJC and with 11S07C, I STILL MISS THEM SO MUCH. Gosh! I mean, it's not the every morning, my heart aches with the seperation wtv bs type of missing, it's the I don't know how to say but I miss you guys so much but why don't I think of you that much but I do miss you you know? Omg.
It's not that I dislike my new class because they are really a cool bunch of people. But I just wish so much that there were more 4 Unity/Muggers Club people here in RJC, life feels so empty without them. I think it's so strange that at the start of Sec 3, I hated Unity like a crazyfreak and yet at the end of Sec 4, I think I've grown so much closer to so many people in the class. Maybe it's just me, but I trust everyone of them so much. (I think I'm just feeling sentimental. YOU OLD FART.)
(OH, and I watched the class video and that just made things worse. But it made me happy because THE VIDEO IS SO PRETTY AND KICKASS. And who edited it? Heeeeee. Sony Vegas FTW, DOWN WITH WINDOWS MOVIE MAKER.)
So anyway, the results for Council Nominees came out today and I didn't make the cut. I wasn't very surprised though because I totally screwed up for the interview, plus CAN YOU IMAGINE ME AS A COUNCILLOR? The school will go up in flames I tell you. Either that or I'll become a zombie because lack of sleep + Rei-En = .... ... ... -dies-. I need to work on this cannot survive without sleep bs thing I have.
I feel like posting up a picture, but I have no pretty pictures to post up. AND I AM HUNGRY LIKE A FISH. Don't ask me, I don't know either.
OH! And SYF auditions were today too! It was fun and super scary but fun, and omg, the tsd room is just so pretty. I swear, if the juniors get a room like that, I will go back as much as I can just to CRASH and invoke my OI I WAS PIONEER DRAMA SENIOR YOU DARE TO TALK BACK HUH? I KILL YOU, FAIL DIE ZERO!.
And I crashed band practice today, not that they were doing much practicing. I can't wait to watch their Wizard of Oz BS okay! It sounds freaking retarded and they've got Bad Guy/Good Guy dances. O.O I KNOW RIGHT, SO FULL OF WIN? Perhaps, maybe. Ehhhh, Dramaclass could do better than them, KUFUFUFUFUFUFU.
(Unrelated but Cartoon Network should NOT have Clash of the Teen Titans: Teen Titans Marathon EVERY MORNING when I wake up till 12, they should NOT. Think about all the little kids that should be studying but end up watching Beast Boy pine over Raven Terra and Starfire not being the slut she actually is in the DC Comics hahaidon'tlikestarcanyoutell? and GOSH, STOP SHIPPING STARFIRE/ROBIN! Dick Grayson should be with Babara Gordon okay! THEY ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER. THEY WERE ROBIN AND BATGIRL.
Stupid alien.)
Today was fun fun fun! Okay, maybe not that many funs because SOME PEOPLE were INCREDIBLY LATE for MEETING US. (And by SOME PEOPLE I mean, Tan Wei Qing, Celine Ong and Sim Xin Yi. QUICK GO STALK THEM ON FACEBOOK AND SPAM THEM FOR BEING SUCH LATE FREAKS.)
Benita, Weeqs and I went to watch Alice in Wonderland, in which I lost all respect for Johnny Depp and headdesked a million times while watching it. Want to watch Alice? Go for the pretty clothes and awesome effects, not for the BS plot beacuse BS PLOT IS BS. And Alice is such a whiny bitch, gosh, I CANNOT STAND HER. Logic fails so much in Alice, and it's not even in the cool logic fail way, it's in the almost-like-Twilight-logic-fail. Okay, no, Alice is way better than Twilight. But omg, plot development is so screwed up.
Oh, and I totally support the Red Queen. Not only because she's got a big head but because the clothes Alice wears in her castle are so full of awesome I wish I had something like that so I could go gallavanting around Singapore feeling all high and mighty and all, OMG, MY SKIRT IS POOFY AND FULL OF AWESOME YOU SUCKAHS. Because srsly, Alice wore such fug clothes when she went to the White Queen's castles, my eyes bled. FAIL QUEEN IS FAIL.
I love how it turned into HARRY POTTER: GOBLET OF FIRE at the last part of the movie when Alice had to go defeat the Jabberwocky. SRSLY, WHAT IS THIS NARNIA/HARRY POTTER-LIKE THING! Goshgoshgosh. Well, whatever. (I was singing the Dragon song from AVPM, FORGIVE ME.)
So anyway, going out with the Muggers Club was good CLEAN (for once right! omg, so surprising we weren't embarrassing at all except for when we had to wait for the lady to come out before camwhoring in the toilet, heh, that was just awkward not embarrassing) fun.
I miss you guys so so much! WHY CAN'T I MEET FRIENDS LIKE YOU AGAIN! I mean, not that I want to replace you but omg, I miss being insanely retarded with you guys. BECAUSE THERE'S A SMALL PAR... Nevermind. I was going to do the AVPM!Quirrel/Voldy quote, but I couldn't be bothered and you're not worth it -ferretrolls-.
We need to go out more often and wreck chaos all over town and paint the town red like how Alice painted the white flowers red, heh heh heh. I fail so much, yeah I know. Fail quote is fail.
And we need to get The Blog started srsly.
(I just got a reply. It was a boring one. WHY DO YOU GUYS GET ALL THE LOONS.!)
edit: I love how this post started off as a I LOVE MY MUGGERS CLUBBERS AND NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO BREAK THAT UNLESS I MEET SOMEONE MOAR COOL AND AWESOME THAN YOU GUYS BUT THAT'S DIFFICULT BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE ALL FULL OF COOL AWESOMENESS (except for sxy but i tolerate her only because we go way way way back, actually... nevermind, sxy you're out of the gang :-O) but then turned into this ALICE IS RETARDED BS EXCEPT FOR HER CLOTHES, OH HER CLOTHES ARE SO LOVE.
Nevermind. I know you guys know I love you deep deep as much as Yamamoto and Gokudera love each other, and I know I did this quote before so I shall turn it into a 'I love you guys as much as Neil loves David. Which we all know is a lot, I mean, LOOK AT HOW HAPPY THEY ARE IN THE PICTURE BELOW. So cute.'.
(Part of Your World is stuck in my head. Whai yes, the awesome Darren Criss version.)
I shall do the boring people thing and blog about my eggciting day full of egg-cracking yolks... jokes. Nevermind, my eyes are tired and my fringe keeps flying into my hair, I need to go get my hair cut, oh that's what Thursday is for! I feel like dressing strangely on Thursday to commemorate watching Alice in Wonderland, but then again, going out with the Muggers Club = dressing strangely. Hmmm, we should do it themed! Nah, that's what's Halloween's for.
My wardrobe is empty of cool, kickass things, I need to go shopping soon. Or go and steal clothes from cool places like LJ. Boo. I want a penpal. :/
Anyway, I went LAN gaming the first time in my life today! (I mean, proper LAN gaming, not that lousy version of gaming we did in Temasek Club where all I did was scream at the screen whenever those tiny little badguys appeared and Jessica had to take over and save the day while all I did was go, OH NO OH NO OH NO, THEY'RE GOING TO KILL US, AHHH!)
I died.
We (Patrick, Silas, Xin Yong, Avinash and I) went to some obscure LAN shop in Thomson Road where you could just walk from school to there, and it was all dark and creepy. And seeing that made me understand why Dayna said LAN GAMERS ARE LIKE A CULT. Because it seriously looked like a cult, and it was kind of freaky.
But whatever, I felt so cool being the only girl in there that was gaming till these two girls came in and started playing Audition. NOOBS. FOOL.
So we played L4D2 (which I died in many times and fail as a zombie and a survivor, but whatever, I had an awesome dream in which I killed many zombies with my chainsaw of doom and debated on which books to save in the library with the other survivors), and Counter Strike: Source (in which I managed to kill both Avinash and Xin Yong for one game, and then proceeded to be killed by Avinash with his stupid camping and his stupid-lousy-awesome sniper skills) and Call of Duty 4 (which was just retarded).
It was fun! Except for the fact that I utterly fail at it and I am such a noob at games that require co-ordination and shit.
I should stick to playing Ace Attorney. HINT, KYON, BUY ME A DS. HINT, ANYONE, BUY ME A DS. :D
Then I went to Xin's house in an attempt to study, which failed epically because Ben and Benni were there. And we just died in a fit of AVMP/Little White Lie/Disney songs. It was epically awesome hanging out at Xin's house after years and years of not seeing her (DF DOES NOT COUNT), and I wish it was Thursday so we could stay and watch THE PUPIL. Hahaha.
I suck at Economics by the way... And come to think of it, the rest of my subjects. I'm going to end up being retained and not going to Japan at the end of A Levels. NO, I MUST GO TO JAPAN WITH YOU MUGGERFREAKS, GOSH, I NEED TO GO TO HARAJUKU AND LOOK AT THE PRETTY CLOTHES AND THE COSPLAYERS, NYAH!
So I don't think I'm going to join the Economics tution class that Xin, Benni, Juudaime and Kyon are in. Because I rather go for Tae Kwon Do. To prove my awesome Econs prowess, the opportunity cost of going for TKD class is going for Econs tuition, which means I'll fail Econs, which is the norm in RJC, SO NO LOSSES THERE.
(A Very Potter Musical love is back. Because I'm worth it. -ferretrolls-)
Yay, the holidays are here, ahaha, I sound normal. Holy moly moly moly, I can't wait to go watch KAIJI and ALICE IN WONDERLAND. I'm not sure which I'm more psyched to watch because Kaiji is like LIAR GAME in action but with Kenichi Matsumaya and with moving pictures and YES, OMG, I'M SO EXCITED TO WATCH IT. -fangasms- Going to The Cathay is torture because they play the trailers EVERYWHERE so EVERYWHERE you go you see the trailer and I'm like, HOLY SHIT, I NEED TO WATCH THIS NAO, NAO NAO.
So Kyon if you're reading this, I DON'T CARE WE ARE WATCHING IT WITH JYUUDAIME OR I WILL CUT YOU BOTH WITH MY KNIVES, ushishishi.
And now I'm incredibly high, rawr. I shouldn't have scoffed down all those flower biscuits, I swear I'm going to end up dying tomorrow because I inhaled a million and sixty-seven of them and I'm really full now and if I puke, it'll be multi-coloured puke oh wait, it'll be black puke because all the colours mixed together would equal to black, haha like shown in Digimon. Hee, Digimon, I miss you. TOO BAD, I'm watching Ouran High School Host Club.
Name dropping random titles and seeming like a weab00 is so much fun, wheee.
I miss being with the dramalosersgirls/muggers club and Kyon/Juudaime. Haha, I realize that that's retarded but I DON'T CARE, HOHOHO. Let's all go watch the fireworks one day.
Okay, I'm not making much sense anymore, and I think I'm on a sugar high because all that sugar icing from flower biscuits kills.
I can't believe Xi Wen doesn't think they are the world. FLOWER BISCUITS ARE THE WORLD OKAY.
(So only Kyon would get the reference in my title, if she's reading this. Which I bet she is cause she's secretly a stalker. VOI, KYON TAG LAH. Spread some love to your awesome baseball idiot. Ushishishishi.)
I was watching a KHR video yesterday and it made me feel so super sad about life and how everything is sucky and not KHR/Digimon/Power Rangers awesome! And I swear, I became Secondary 2 again when the whole world was collasping around me and I was this emo piece of BS.
Haha, how I miss my little emo self in Sec 2. Nah, I don't. I can't believe how retarded I was, it's really funny.
But anyway, I just wish something cool like that would happen. Because if not, there's not much to do is there? Haha, I mean, I feel like I'm just wasting my life away. What's the point of life?
Hoho, this is getting dangerously close to being border-line emo. Ah heck, I probably checked in through the customs and sailed into Emo Land already. It's okay! Let me emo about this for a post and for the next few million, I'll be the spastic spazz I really am most of the time.
Everything just feels futile, meaningless, you know?
Or whatever. My brain's just dead and I'm procrastinating and refusing to finish my Chemistry tutorial.
There are times I just wonder what's the point of it all.
But I love you guys loads and seriously, if I off myself, how will you survive without me? Especially you Xin, I know you can't live without me. Haha, I realize that I've been using my blog uber loads recently because I don't have you guys around me anymore. XD
#28. I have no idea what Diorama means but it is a pretty word so I'm using it, so there.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Here listen to this pretty song: Diorama. It is Japanese but it is pretty and I can so imagine Gloria doing her boobthrust physical theatre to it. Well, maybe not Boss doing it, but I CAN SO IMAGINE FLOCKING, OMG. FLOCKING, I MISS FLOCKING, IT WAS FUN. Haha, especially with how I always ended up doing Taekwondo moves and I remember Xin learnt some of her pattern (unknowingly) through flocking cause I lasped into the belt she was at.
Anywho, Dramafeste rehersals were ah, interesting. They're totally fun and everything but ohmygod, I miss doing Drama with the shitheads Dramalosers Dramaclass so much. I even miss the worst possible combination of Min, Hitler Becky and I... Okay, no, I don't miss that at all, in fact, I'm glad that WW2 didn't end up like the crying fest Pinnochio was.
(Okay, I'm addicted to Diorama like how much Yamamoto is addicted to Gokudera... Which is a lot. I should stop fangirling so much over KHR, I'm neglecting my Power Ranger roots, I can hear Tommy whining about not getting enough attention already, oh well, I don't like Tommy. Except for when he was Dino Thunder Black because MAN! Was he cool then!
Do I even ship slash in Power Rangers?
Let me think.
Holy crap, I don't. Okay, my new gay OTP for Power Rangers... OH WAIT, I DO. THANK GOD, I DO SHIP SLASH IN POWER RANGERS. Heehee, RJ/Casey is so canon, it's not even my fault I ship it. :D)
Anyway, dramafeste rehersals were fun in this painful way because I am just awkward doing Drama and holyshit, I swear it's like I'm this stick man, haha, that doesn't even make sense (okay, Diorama is really distracting). I get super stiff when I'm rehearsing and it is annoying like a Sim Xin Yi who refuses to introduce me to my male counterpart, srsly he went REBORN with the flame on his head? omg, i need to meet that cool dude bitch. Because I'm all retarded and spastic normally and drama is like WHOOSH, I AM A STICK MAN WITH A VERY STRAIGHT BACK BONE AND I CANNOT MOVE NORMALLY, WHOOOOOO.
From this experience of filling in forms for Student Council, I now learn a very important lesson in life: I can never work as a prostitute.
Because I can't sell myself.
Important Life skill learnt? I think so.
(Annoying MLIA-style posting? I THINK SO.)
Haha, I just have to add this, Melissa is hilarious.
(Rei-En) Dive to the World says: Haha,f o rcouncil the form. SO RETARDED AN ANSWER.
Melissa says: yes omg make yourself sound better pls
(Rei-En) Dive to the World says: LIKE? IDK HOWWWWW.
Melissa says: I always help old ladies cross the road
-cut-
Melissa says: NO Say you are responsible or smth like i always make it a point to help old ladies at the old folks home near my house as i promised them i'll go there every week i buy chicken's essence to give them
(Rei-En) Dive to the World says: I'm not a prostitute. I WON'T SELL MYSELF.
I'm so in love with Monochrome no Kiss at the moment. I think it's because of the cool starting music.
Anyway, this sounds really childish and immature, but you know what I'm most afraid of most? Being seperated from you guys because of this whole seperation. We're all in different schools now (well, I'm in a different school from you guys). All those different experiences and people. I'm so afraid of this thick wall coming in between us, and all of a sudden, we'll be distant.
I'm so scared that you guys will just bondcliqueidon'tknowtheword together in your own schools, and I'll be on the other side. I guess, I just have this self-esteem/friendship problem like that. I get oddly controlling and possessive.
But it's only because of what awesome friends you all are.
As dorky and retarded as it is, yes, those are HSM lyrics up there. But I'm a closet Disney fan anyway, so whatever.
See, I was planning up at rolling out of bed at 10am today. Not be freaking wide awake at 7.40am in the morning, seeing as I slept at probably 2am last night, and God damn it, the bed was so damn comfortable. Bloody MOE and their posting of the results at 7.30am. WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD BE AWAKE THEN?
So now I'm awake. Gee whiz, that's helpful because there are so many people online that can entertain my bored little head and assure me I'm not going to end up a friendless loser at RJC.
Shit, I can't believe I got into RJC, the Science stream even! I'm freaking out about the fact that I'm quite possibly entering RJC alone, and seeing as I'm freaking socially awkward and have the penchant for spacing out... Well, let's just hope that by the end of the first term, I even have 5 friends. RAWR.
I feel so angsty and angry now.
And hungry, but nevermind. I've not nothing nice to eat in my fridge.
Maybe I'll have an apple for breakfast.
Despite teasing Xin about choosing CJC because of the fact that her friends are going there, I'm quite nervous about how I'm going to enter a new school, essentially not knowing anyone there. Let's just say I don't make the best first impressions. I'm quite nervous about all the horror stories we've heard about the crowd at RJC. I'm quite nervous about the fact that I act like an idiot half the time and well, everyone there seems literary and intelligent and they freaking make sense.
Which I'm pretty sure I'm not doing right now.
I'm nervous because I don't want to be alone in a new environment.
I suppose reading Gossip Girl: The Caryles wasn't the smartest thing to do since everyone's openly bitchy to them since they're new.
Haha.
Nevermind, I'm going to go eat my apple and watch Katekyo Hitman Reborn or Dr Who or play Ace Attorney or something.
This is why I'm going to end up a friendless loser, btw.
I suppose what I am worried about after collecting our results and posting our school-desicions-whatyoucall'ems is how we'll all be seperated.
It would be so strange not to go back to St. Nicks for school, not to wear that pinafore (which everyone thinks is fugly as hell but I find it alright) or school socks or whatever. Lip-sync to the school song and the national anthemn, catch a few winks while the flag-raising ceremony is going on (because I used to sleep during the ceremony, and I was so afraid a teacher would catch me with my eyes closed).
I'll miss being in the same class as you guys (unless you've never been in the same class as me, then I'm pretty sure I'd miss being in the same class as you if we were ever in the same class, well, you get my drift!).
And I pretty much suck at keeping friends that aren't in my class, yet I'm deathly afraid of losing the friends I make. (A Catch-22 situation, much?) So I guess, you'll just have to spam me like crazy on MSN if we ever seperate, unless you don't want to be my friend anymore, then, well...
Rei-En
16
30 July 1993
Singapore We were watching our lives pass us by
But then we were stopped by a shooting star
Now if we can just find something to believe in
then we can be stronger.
So I will take your trembling hand and bring you with me,
and we will grow stronger by walking against the wind.
--Boys and Girls, LM. C
and talk with your hips
Harem
Oh look at this, I'm no one's pimp. Let's disregard the fact that I'm too lazy to link anyone at the moment.
#76. Goodbye clouds of grey, Hello skies of new (I WANT IT ALLLLLL~~!)
Saturday, May 15, 2010
This is half random, but everytime I hear SEX BOMB SEX BOMB YOU'RE A SEX BOMB, I immediately think of Shermi's birthday party because that was the first time I heard that song, yet the whole Muggers Club seemed to know it. =.=;; We fail at Karaoke, BTW.
But yes! Anyway, I shall not blog about my Muggers Club and it shall totally be about Players~~~. WHICH IS LIKE DRAMA BUT NOT REALLY, HAHA, GET IT? Like, since Muggers Club are all Dramafreaks besides Beni, but y'know, she's a gerbil so well, TOO BAD.
Players Camp was so full of awesome, haha, like WE BUILT SETS OUT OF TOLIET PAPER. OMG, IT WAS THE COOLEST SET EVER, OMG, I LOVE THE SETS, LIKE SEE THOSE SETS THARE ARE MADE OUT OF TOILET PAPER, YEAH YEAH, AREN'T THEY SO AWESOME? YES THEY WERE. If only I took a picture of them. I DIDN'T. D:
Heehee, but it was muchly fun, and I didn't even feel emo about CAP, and sets were SO MUCH FUN TO BUILD! (Because we were like SLACKSLACKSLACKCHIOOOOOONGGGGGGGGG with epic people, hahahaha). This post doesn't make much sense, but omg, IT WAS GOOD STUFF OKAY!
I think I really do have the greatest set of friends in the entire world, like srsly, tbh really. Haha, I mean, I know I bitch about a lot of things and I say LIFE SUCKS (AND THEN YOU DIE) AND BLAH BLAH BLAH (KE$HA HAHAHA) AND YEA, but omg, I really do have really awesome friends.
Thank you guys so much for making me feel so much better. It still kinda hurts to think of it but it doesn't at the same time y'know? Hahaha, omg, IDK, I JUST KNOW I WAS LIKE OMG YOU GUYS! -sniffsniff- in the Bishan MRT station just now when I was reading it.
Hahaha, you guys seriously need a post because I love you all so much like seriously, you're all super duper wonderful people for making me feel less crappy about Life and not getting in because I'm a ball of emoness like that and I need like y'know sharp needle things to deflate the ball so all the emoness will all fly away and there'll be non-emoness left which is better than emo-ness. And that did not make much sense either.
In indignance of not getting in, I'm totally writing fanfiction right now instead of studying for my Econs test tomorrow. Hahaha, 8059 yesyesyes? Nah, Yamamoto-love/emomoto--heehee cause I love that baseball idiot.
So Xin, Kyon, Ran, Geoff, Weeqs, Celine, Daphne, Wei Yang, XIN (deserves another name because ILY and you're my 姐）LESS THAN THREE!
Not that any of you besides Kyon and Xin read this but U CAN'T TOUCH THIS.
It's been ages since I touched this thing-- holy molymolymoly! This is totally going to die like how my tumblr has already died because looking at all those pretty shizz on tumblr makes the materialistic side (haha, who are we kidding? that's just me entirely) of me die a lot inside.
I came online to check the roster for YOG and I was all like, OKAY I CHECK THEN I GO BACK AND DO WORK. Well, as you can see, that kind of failed. I'm sorry okay! I'm just an undriven, unmotivated, unmehhh, I can't be bothered to think of anything anymore. Haha, I keep feeling like spelling Haha like Maa Maa, can you imagine that? Like Haa haa, it'll be like this druggie laughing, which would essentially be me laughing when I'm super high except that when I'm high I don't get stoned, I just get high, so it'd be like hahahahaha, not stoned. Haha, I've no idea what I'm talking about anymore.
Maa maa.
Hoho, the TV just said A SQUAD, but about monks and Budhist people training and stuff. Not Power Rangers. Speaking of Power Rangers, I've been watching Jungle Fury and OMGWTFBBQ! Sim Xin Yi, please come over and watch JF with me soon so I can express my indignance/anger/WTFISTHISBBQ!/notexactlyangerbutomgggggwtffff at the new Power Rangers of the team.
Hint 1: You already know who they are. They've already appeared in the show. Hint 2: It's neither Camille nor Dai Shi nor Fran. And Dai Shi's still talking in third person about Jarrod and being a wannbe-pimp when he goes RAWRRRR.
I went out with Gloria, Xin and Becky and Celine yesterday. It was good (clean) fun. I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE WHOAAAAA. Haha, it's great to be around people that won't throw a rock at your head when you're trying your best to annoy them and generally act drunk when all you've drunk is the tiniest sip of that weird bottled drink Gee bought that's more fizzy than fruity, and Xin's brownie was good tasting except it was crumbling, my brain isn't working and Chemistry questions are long and hard unlike Japanese questions.
Haha.
There are many things that have happened but I'm too lazy to blog about them just because I'm awesome like that this post is so stream of consciousness but not really, haha, imagine if it was, it'd go WHOAAA, EVERYWHERE. (OMG, the dude in the TV show didn't make the A Squad, poor kid, he's now going to have to teach the new recruits. GOSH, JUST SCREW THEM OVER.) Yeah, like, my mum bought me KHR DVDs, IKR. SO EPIC.
I've been spamming episodes. Not really, but omg, I reached the 8059 fight scene and it's all sort of epicness and more because it's just 8059, and it's so angsty and RAWR, YAMAMOTO GOT HURT. D: I hope he gets better, well of course he does, but he got ELECTROCUTED. HOLY SHIT. THAT MUST HURT. DDDDDDDD:
Baka Jyuudaime. I hope Tuna gets kidnapped. I really do. It'd be so much fun, haha, Tuna fish, tunatunatuna. I found a library book the other day like a long time ago-- oops my mum's mad that I switched screens when she came to look at the screen and tell me to brush my teeth, screw you, don't read my blog rawr-- and it was like Tuna: My Favourite Ingredient. I think I have a picture of it somewhere.
Heh, it's really hot.
NAPFA's tomorrow. Oh man, if I don't get a gold, it'd be a sad day because GOD (haha, GOD!!!!) would kill the world like how Rei-En would, I mean, like if Rei-En were god, which she isn't but she's GOD because Estella's Kyon and SXY's a bunny girl that--- oh damn, I mentioned Kyon, she's right, she appears in many blog posts. Rawr, damn you Kyon, rawr-- BYUUUN.
Why is it so darn hot, gosh. Oh the fan's not blowing this way.
I think I've sufficiently confused everyone enough.
Haha, anyway, for the past few days, I've been trying to be an awesomely, awesome student. Seriously! Every day after school, I'll decide to study and revise and all that scholarly-mugger-type stuff.
Except that it doesn't work and I don't study at all.
Because I totally cannot study with people in general.
Either that or I can't study with Patrick, Chinnapa and Avinash.
I suspect it's just Chinnapa, because when he came to 'study' with Patrick, Avinash and I just now, we ended up in hysterical laughter and BAAAAAKA-ing and WHUT IS THIS, I NEED TO DO MY WORK--- NAHHHHHHH. And this happens all the time-- or at least for the past two times we've attempted to study together. But naaaaaaah~!, it's not like I'd study anyway, hahaha. At least we didn't make enough noise to get kicked out of the library. Hohoho.
I am so amused by this picture because of how there seems to be two random people popping out at the back ground, and I didn't even realize it until I was looking through the pictures we took just now in Burger Shack. Benita's calssmates are so weird and strange.
(BTW, I AM trying to upload the pictures from today onto Facebook, but they refuse to be uploaded. The uploader is taking the longest time.)
YES, SO I CRASHED CJC TODAY. MAN IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.
Our April Fool's Day joke epically failed because Celine didn't seem to fall for it when I was there, but at least she fell for the SMS ones... which means we half win... Kind of. Heh. (Sorry Celine for having to waste a prayer on me, heh heh, ilybby!)
I'm too lazy to blog tbh, haha, I just wanted to post up that epic picture. ^-^
But it was crazy fun going to CJC, and meeting everyone and their classes. I MET THE ACTUALLY REAL GABRIEL. :-O And Benita's classmates are like super strange. HAHA, IDK. I wish my class/school was more CRAAAAAACK!Crazy!Weird than strange!weird y'know? Hmmm.... O.O
OMG, I THINK MY CAP PORTFOLIO IS DONE, WELL NEARLY DONE. There's just reflections left to do and the small fact that most of my pieces are practically about the same thing. Heh.
Free Cone Day was yesterday and it was much fun. Apart from the fact that just as soon as we got to Cathay, Natalie and Jonathan decided to pangsei me after looking at the queue and then went to MacDonalds to study instead. Gosh, those muggers.
I had an insanely awesome time with Daphie-kins, Xin, Celine and Benita though. Spending time with them makes me realize how much I do miss St Nicks and all my Unityfreaks and the Dramafreaks and Gerbil and everyone, EVERYONE. Even though so much time has passed since the start of the school year and I thought that I had adapted to life in RJC and with 11S07C, I STILL MISS THEM SO MUCH. Gosh! I mean, it's not the every morning, my heart aches with the seperation wtv bs type of missing, it's the I don't know how to say but I miss you guys so much but why don't I think of you that much but I do miss you you know? Omg.
It's not that I dislike my new class because they are really a cool bunch of people. But I just wish so much that there were more 4 Unity/Muggers Club people here in RJC, life feels so empty without them. I think it's so strange that at the start of Sec 3, I hated Unity like a crazyfreak and yet at the end of Sec 4, I think I've grown so much closer to so many people in the class. Maybe it's just me, but I trust everyone of them so much. (I think I'm just feeling sentimental. YOU OLD FART.)
(OH, and I watched the class video and that just made things worse. But it made me happy because THE VIDEO IS SO PRETTY AND KICKASS. And who edited it? Heeeeee. Sony Vegas FTW, DOWN WITH WINDOWS MOVIE MAKER.)
So anyway, the results for Council Nominees came out today and I didn't make the cut. I wasn't very surprised though because I totally screwed up for the interview, plus CAN YOU IMAGINE ME AS A COUNCILLOR? The school will go up in flames I tell you. Either that or I'll become a zombie because lack of sleep + Rei-En = .... ... ... -dies-. I need to work on this cannot survive without sleep bs thing I have.
I feel like posting up a picture, but I have no pretty pictures to post up. AND I AM HUNGRY LIKE A FISH. Don't ask me, I don't know either.
OH! And SYF auditions were today too! It was fun and super scary but fun, and omg, the tsd room is just so pretty. I swear, if the juniors get a room like that, I will go back as much as I can just to CRASH and invoke my OI I WAS PIONEER DRAMA SENIOR YOU DARE TO TALK BACK HUH? I KILL YOU, FAIL DIE ZERO!.
And I crashed band practice today, not that they were doing much practicing. I can't wait to watch their Wizard of Oz BS okay! It sounds freaking retarded and they've got Bad Guy/Good Guy dances. O.O I KNOW RIGHT, SO FULL OF WIN? Perhaps, maybe. Ehhhh, Dramaclass could do better than them, KUFUFUFUFUFUFU.
(Unrelated but Cartoon Network should NOT have Clash of the Teen Titans: Teen Titans Marathon EVERY MORNING when I wake up till 12, they should NOT. Think about all the little kids that should be studying but end up watching Beast Boy pine over Raven Terra and Starfire not being the slut she actually is in the DC Comics hahaidon'tlikestarcanyoutell? and GOSH, STOP SHIPPING STARFIRE/ROBIN! Dick Grayson should be with Babara Gordon okay! THEY ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER. THEY WERE ROBIN AND BATGIRL.
Stupid alien.)
Today was fun fun fun! Okay, maybe not that many funs because SOME PEOPLE were INCREDIBLY LATE for MEETING US. (And by SOME PEOPLE I mean, Tan Wei Qing, Celine Ong and Sim Xin Yi. QUICK GO STALK THEM ON FACEBOOK AND SPAM THEM FOR BEING SUCH LATE FREAKS.)
Benita, Weeqs and I went to watch Alice in Wonderland, in which I lost all respect for Johnny Depp and headdesked a million times while watching it. Want to watch Alice? Go for the pretty clothes and awesome effects, not for the BS plot beacuse BS PLOT IS BS. And Alice is such a whiny bitch, gosh, I CANNOT STAND HER. Logic fails so much in Alice, and it's not even in the cool logic fail way, it's in the almost-like-Twilight-logic-fail. Okay, no, Alice is way better than Twilight. But omg, plot development is so screwed up.
Oh, and I totally support the Red Queen. Not only because she's got a big head but because the clothes Alice wears in her castle are so full of awesome I wish I had something like that so I could go gallavanting around Singapore feeling all high and mighty and all, OMG, MY SKIRT IS POOFY AND FULL OF AWESOME YOU SUCKAHS. Because srsly, Alice wore such fug clothes when she went to the White Queen's castles, my eyes bled. FAIL QUEEN IS FAIL.
I love how it turned into HARRY POTTER: GOBLET OF FIRE at the last part of the movie when Alice had to go defeat the Jabberwocky. SRSLY, WHAT IS THIS NARNIA/HARRY POTTER-LIKE THING! Goshgoshgosh. Well, whatever. (I was singing the Dragon song from AVPM, FORGIVE ME.)
So anyway, going out with the Muggers Club was good CLEAN (for once right! omg, so surprising we weren't embarrassing at all except for when we had to wait for the lady to come out before camwhoring in the toilet, heh, that was just awkward not embarrassing) fun.
I miss you guys so so much! WHY CAN'T I MEET FRIENDS LIKE YOU AGAIN! I mean, not that I want to replace you but omg, I miss being insanely retarded with you guys. BECAUSE THERE'S A SMALL PAR... Nevermind. I was going to do the AVPM!Quirrel/Voldy quote, but I couldn't be bothered and you're not worth it -ferretrolls-.
We need to go out more often and wreck chaos all over town and paint the town red like how Alice painted the white flowers red, heh heh heh. I fail so much, yeah I know. Fail quote is fail.
And we need to get The Blog started srsly.
(I just got a reply. It was a boring one. WHY DO YOU GUYS GET ALL THE LOONS.!)
edit: I love how this post started off as a I LOVE MY MUGGERS CLUBBERS AND NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO BREAK THAT UNLESS I MEET SOMEONE MOAR COOL AND AWESOME THAN YOU GUYS BUT THAT'S DIFFICULT BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE ALL FULL OF COOL AWESOMENESS (except for sxy but i tolerate her only because we go way way way back, actually... nevermind, sxy you're out of the gang :-O) but then turned into this ALICE IS RETARDED BS EXCEPT FOR HER CLOTHES, OH HER CLOTHES ARE SO LOVE.
Nevermind. I know you guys know I love you deep deep as much as Yamamoto and Gokudera love each other, and I know I did this quote before so I shall turn it into a 'I love you guys as much as Neil loves David. Which we all know is a lot, I mean, LOOK AT HOW HAPPY THEY ARE IN THE PICTURE BELOW. So cute.'.
(Part of Your World is stuck in my head. Whai yes, the awesome Darren Criss version.)
I shall do the boring people thing and blog about my eggciting day full of egg-cracking yolks... jokes. Nevermind, my eyes are tired and my fringe keeps flying into my hair, I need to go get my hair cut, oh that's what Thursday is for! I feel like dressing strangely on Thursday to commemorate watching Alice in Wonderland, but then again, going out with the Muggers Club = dressing strangely. Hmmm, we should do it themed! Nah, that's what's Halloween's for.
My wardrobe is empty of cool, kickass things, I need to go shopping soon. Or go and steal clothes from cool places like LJ. Boo. I want a penpal. :/
Anyway, I went LAN gaming the first time in my life today! (I mean, proper LAN gaming, not that lousy version of gaming we did in Temasek Club where all I did was scream at the screen whenever those tiny little badguys appeared and Jessica had to take over and save the day while all I did was go, OH NO OH NO OH NO, THEY'RE GOING TO KILL US, AHHH!)
I died.
We (Patrick, Silas, Xin Yong, Avinash and I) went to some obscure LAN shop in Thomson Road where you could just walk from school to there, and it was all dark and creepy. And seeing that made me understand why Dayna said LAN GAMERS ARE LIKE A CULT. Because it seriously looked like a cult, and it was kind of freaky.
But whatever, I felt so cool being the only girl in there that was gaming till these two girls came in and started playing Audition. NOOBS. FOOL.
So we played L4D2 (which I died in many times and fail as a zombie and a survivor, but whatever, I had an awesome dream in which I killed many zombies with my chainsaw of doom and debated on which books to save in the library with the other survivors), and Counter Strike: Source (in which I managed to kill both Avinash and Xin Yong for one game, and then proceeded to be killed by Avinash with his stupid camping and his stupid-lousy-awesome sniper skills) and Call of Duty 4 (which was just retarded).
It was fun! Except for the fact that I utterly fail at it and I am such a noob at games that require co-ordination and shit.
I should stick to playing Ace Attorney. HINT, KYON, BUY ME A DS. HINT, ANYONE, BUY ME A DS. :D
Then I went to Xin's house in an attempt to study, which failed epically because Ben and Benni were there. And we just died in a fit of AVMP/Little White Lie/Disney songs. It was epically awesome hanging out at Xin's house after years and years of not seeing her (DF DOES NOT COUNT), and I wish it was Thursday so we could stay and watch THE PUPIL. Hahaha.
I suck at Economics by the way... And come to think of it, the rest of my subjects. I'm going to end up being retained and not going to Japan at the end of A Levels. NO, I MUST GO TO JAPAN WITH YOU MUGGERFREAKS, GOSH, I NEED TO GO TO HARAJUKU AND LOOK AT THE PRETTY CLOTHES AND THE COSPLAYERS, NYAH!
So I don't think I'm going to join the Economics tution class that Xin, Benni, Juudaime and Kyon are in. Because I rather go for Tae Kwon Do. To prove my awesome Econs prowess, the opportunity cost of going for TKD class is going for Econs tuition, which means I'll fail Econs, which is the norm in RJC, SO NO LOSSES THERE.
(A Very Potter Musical love is back. Because I'm worth it. -ferretrolls-)
Yay, the holidays are here, ahaha, I sound normal. Holy moly moly moly, I can't wait to go watch KAIJI and ALICE IN WONDERLAND. I'm not sure which I'm more psyched to watch because Kaiji is like LIAR GAME in action but with Kenichi Matsumaya and with moving pictures and YES, OMG, I'M SO EXCITED TO WATCH IT. -fangasms- Going to The Cathay is torture because they play the trailers EVERYWHERE so EVERYWHERE you go you see the trailer and I'm like, HOLY SHIT, I NEED TO WATCH THIS NAO, NAO NAO.
So Kyon if you're reading this, I DON'T CARE WE ARE WATCHING IT WITH JYUUDAIME OR I WILL CUT YOU BOTH WITH MY KNIVES, ushishishi.
And now I'm incredibly high, rawr. I shouldn't have scoffed down all those flower biscuits, I swear I'm going to end up dying tomorrow because I inhaled a million and sixty-seven of them and I'm really full now and if I puke, it'll be multi-coloured puke oh wait, it'll be black puke because all the colours mixed together would equal to black, haha like shown in Digimon. Hee, Digimon, I miss you. TOO BAD, I'm watching Ouran High School Host Club.
Name dropping random titles and seeming like a weab00 is so much fun, wheee.
I miss being with the dramalosersgirls/muggers club and Kyon/Juudaime. Haha, I realize that that's retarded but I DON'T CARE, HOHOHO. Let's all go watch the fireworks one day.
Okay, I'm not making much sense anymore, and I think I'm on a sugar high because all that sugar icing from flower biscuits kills.
I can't believe Xi Wen doesn't think they are the world. FLOWER BISCUITS ARE THE WORLD OKAY.
(So only Kyon would get the reference in my title, if she's reading this. Which I bet she is cause she's secretly a stalker. VOI, KYON TAG LAH. Spread some love to your awesome baseball idiot. Ushishishishi.)
I was watching a KHR video yesterday and it made me feel so super sad about life and how everything is sucky and not KHR/Digimon/Power Rangers awesome! And I swear, I became Secondary 2 again when the whole world was collasping around me and I was this emo piece of BS.
Haha, how I miss my little emo self in Sec 2. Nah, I don't. I can't believe how retarded I was, it's really funny.
But anyway, I just wish something cool like that would happen. Because if not, there's not much to do is there? Haha, I mean, I feel like I'm just wasting my life away. What's the point of life?
Hoho, this is getting dangerously close to being border-line emo. Ah heck, I probably checked in through the customs and sailed into Emo Land already. It's okay! Let me emo about this for a post and for the next few million, I'll be the spastic spazz I really am most of the time.
Everything just feels futile, meaningless, you know?
Or whatever. My brain's just dead and I'm procrastinating and refusing to finish my Chemistry tutorial.
There are times I just wonder what's the point of it all.
But I love you guys loads and seriously, if I off myself, how will you survive without me? Especially you Xin, I know you can't live without me. Haha, I realize that I've been using my blog uber loads recently because I don't have you guys around me anymore. XD
#28. I have no idea what Diorama means but it is a pretty word so I'm using it, so there.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Here listen to this pretty song: Diorama. It is Japanese but it is pretty and I can so imagine Gloria doing her boobthrust physical theatre to it. Well, maybe not Boss doing it, but I CAN SO IMAGINE FLOCKING, OMG. FLOCKING, I MISS FLOCKING, IT WAS FUN. Haha, especially with how I always ended up doing Taekwondo moves and I remember Xin learnt some of her pattern (unknowingly) through flocking cause I lasped into the belt she was at.
Anywho, Dramafeste rehersals were ah, interesting. They're totally fun and everything but ohmygod, I miss doing Drama with the shitheads Dramalosers Dramaclass so much. I even miss the worst possible combination of Min, Hitler Becky and I... Okay, no, I don't miss that at all, in fact, I'm glad that WW2 didn't end up like the crying fest Pinnochio was.
(Okay, I'm addicted to Diorama like how much Yamamoto is addicted to Gokudera... Which is a lot. I should stop fangirling so much over KHR, I'm neglecting my Power Ranger roots, I can hear Tommy whining about not getting enough attention already, oh well, I don't like Tommy. Except for when he was Dino Thunder Black because MAN! Was he cool then!
Do I even ship slash in Power Rangers?
Let me think.
Holy crap, I don't. Okay, my new gay OTP for Power Rangers... OH WAIT, I DO. THANK GOD, I DO SHIP SLASH IN POWER RANGERS. Heehee, RJ/Casey is so canon, it's not even my fault I ship it. :D)
Anyway, dramafeste rehersals were fun in this painful way because I am just awkward doing Drama and holyshit, I swear it's like I'm this stick man, haha, that doesn't even make sense (okay, Diorama is really distracting). I get super stiff when I'm rehearsing and it is annoying like a Sim Xin Yi who refuses to introduce me to my male counterpart, srsly he went REBORN with the flame on his head? omg, i need to meet that cool dude bitch. Because I'm all retarded and spastic normally and drama is like WHOOSH, I AM A STICK MAN WITH A VERY STRAIGHT BACK BONE AND I CANNOT MOVE NORMALLY, WHOOOOOO.
From this experience of filling in forms for Student Council, I now learn a very important lesson in life: I can never work as a prostitute.
Because I can't sell myself.
Important Life skill learnt? I think so.
(Annoying MLIA-style posting? I THINK SO.)
Haha, I just have to add this, Melissa is hilarious.
(Rei-En) Dive to the World says: Haha,f o rcouncil the form. SO RETARDED AN ANSWER.
Melissa says: yes omg make yourself sound better pls
(Rei-En) Dive to the World says: LIKE? IDK HOWWWWW.
Melissa says: I always help old ladies cross the road
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Melissa says: NO Say you are responsible or smth like i always make it a point to help old ladies at the old folks home near my house as i promised them i'll go there every week i buy chicken's essence to give them
(Rei-En) Dive to the World says: I'm not a prostitute. I WON'T SELL MYSELF.
I'm so in love with Monochrome no Kiss at the moment. I think it's because of the cool starting music.
Anyway, this sounds really childish and immature, but you know what I'm most afraid of most? Being seperated from you guys because of this whole seperation. We're all in different schools now (well, I'm in a different school from you guys). All those different experiences and people. I'm so afraid of this thick wall coming in between us, and all of a sudden, we'll be distant.
I'm so scared that you guys will just bondcliqueidon'tknowtheword together in your own schools, and I'll be on the other side. I guess, I just have this self-esteem/friendship problem like that. I get oddly controlling and possessive.
But it's only because of what awesome friends you all are.
As dorky and retarded as it is, yes, those are HSM lyrics up there. But I'm a closet Disney fan anyway, so whatever.
See, I was planning up at rolling out of bed at 10am today. Not be freaking wide awake at 7.40am in the morning, seeing as I slept at probably 2am last night, and God damn it, the bed was so damn comfortable. Bloody MOE and their posting of the results at 7.30am. WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD BE AWAKE THEN?
So now I'm awake. Gee whiz, that's helpful because there are so many people online that can entertain my bored little head and assure me I'm not going to end up a friendless loser at RJC.
Shit, I can't believe I got into RJC, the Science stream even! I'm freaking out about the fact that I'm quite possibly entering RJC alone, and seeing as I'm freaking socially awkward and have the penchant for spacing out... Well, let's just hope that by the end of the first term, I even have 5 friends. RAWR.
I feel so angsty and angry now.
And hungry, but nevermind. I've not nothing nice to eat in my fridge.
Maybe I'll have an apple for breakfast.
Despite teasing Xin about choosing CJC because of the fact that her friends are going there, I'm quite nervous about how I'm going to enter a new school, essentially not knowing anyone there. Let's just say I don't make the best first impressions. I'm quite nervous about all the horror stories we've heard about the crowd at RJC. I'm quite nervous about the fact that I act like an idiot half the time and well, everyone there seems literary and intelligent and they freaking make sense.
Which I'm pretty sure I'm not doing right now.
I'm nervous because I don't want to be alone in a new environment.
I suppose reading Gossip Girl: The Caryles wasn't the smartest thing to do since everyone's openly bitchy to them since they're new.
Haha.
Nevermind, I'm going to go eat my apple and watch Katekyo Hitman Reborn or Dr Who or play Ace Attorney or something.
This is why I'm going to end up a friendless loser, btw.
I suppose what I am worried about after collecting our results and posting our school-desicions-whatyoucall'ems is how we'll all be seperated.
It would be so strange not to go back to St. Nicks for school, not to wear that pinafore (which everyone thinks is fugly as hell but I find it alright) or school socks or whatever. Lip-sync to the school song and the national anthemn, catch a few winks while the flag-raising ceremony is going on (because I used to sleep during the ceremony, and I was so afraid a teacher would catch me with my eyes closed).
I'll miss being in the same class as you guys (unless you've never been in the same class as me, then I'm pretty sure I'd miss being in the same class as you if we were ever in the same class, well, you get my drift!).
And I pretty much suck at keeping friends that aren't in my class, yet I'm deathly afraid of losing the friends I make. (A Catch-22 situation, much?) So I guess, you'll just have to spam me like crazy on MSN if we ever seperate, unless you don't want to be my friend anymore, then, well...
Oh look at this, I'm no one's pimp.
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