#105. So we walk the longest days to live inside the shortest nights
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
This just breaks my heart. I know Soul/Maka is angsty, but it should never be this angsty, and they should always be together. BTW, my long hiatus is redeemed by the epic Soul/Maka video, no matter how sad it is.
So Rei-En!, what has been going on in your life recently? Well, Promos have just ended, and I suppose we can all blame Promos for stealing me away from blogging although we all know that isn't the case, and the real reason is that I'm just a lazy ass that can't be bothered, but psh, why would we want something like that to be posted on my wonderful, beautiful blog?
Right... Anyway, IHC is coming up, which will be incredibly fun since I've signed up for Badminton, along with my darling Nikki. And well, if I get trashed at Badminton, I'll just... The past 8.5 years of my life have been a waste. NAH, I think I'll suck at Badminton now, I haven't played in AGES. But I miss it! Not training, but playing it. And Taekwondo.
OGAY, SUPER SPORTS MODE ON! -gameface!-
Also, rehersals for J1 Production have started. It's super fun! And strange to say the least, haha. I think it's quite exciting to be involved in productions and stuff since it's like WOAH, NEVER BEFORE, LOLOLOL, SO FUN, LOLOLOL, that didn't even make sense, but in my mind it totally did. I shall attempt to make AWong proud (haha, in my dreams), TIME TO CHANNEL GLORIA ANG (again).
On a random side-note, I miss the Dramgirls, I miss SNDrama. I love how we spent every lesson being extremely retarded and mooching around and doing nothing and embarrassing ourselves but it didn't matter because y'know, we're all awesome like that. Haha, I don't think I'll ever be that comfortable with a group of people, besides them.
OH GOSH, AND ABOUT J1 PRODUCTION. I may end up missing AFA! :-OOO IKR! I've no idea, but I hope I'm still able to make one day. AFA is just the most brilliant, beautiful, epic thing in the world (okay not in the world because that's what Digimon and Hunter X Hunter are), BUT IT'S CLOSE. And although, I was going to cosf*ck Bel again, IT'S STILL DDD: that I may have to miss it.
AFA means THE BEGINNING OF EVERYTHING (well everything being my being inducted into the cult of anime and manga) to me, since it was the first event I've ever went for. And well, that started a shitload of problems for me, but it's still brilliant.
I've no idea what I'm saying anymore.
私はあなたが大好きですね！！！ でも。。。。I LOVE TYPING IN JAPANESE GOSH.
OMG, I THINK MY CAP PORTFOLIO IS DONE, WELL NEARLY DONE. There's just reflections left to do and the small fact that most of my pieces are practically about the same thing. Heh.
Free Cone Day was yesterday and it was much fun. Apart from the fact that just as soon as we got to Cathay, Natalie and Jonathan decided to pangsei me after looking at the queue and then went to MacDonalds to study instead. Gosh, those muggers.
I had an insanely awesome time with Daphie-kins, Xin, Celine and Benita though. Spending time with them makes me realize how much I do miss St Nicks and all my Unityfreaks and the Dramafreaks and Gerbil and everyone, EVERYONE. Even though so much time has passed since the start of the school year and I thought that I had adapted to life in RJC and with 11S07C, I STILL MISS THEM SO MUCH. Gosh! I mean, it's not the every morning, my heart aches with the seperation wtv bs type of missing, it's the I don't know how to say but I miss you guys so much but why don't I think of you that much but I do miss you you know? Omg.
It's not that I dislike my new class because they are really a cool bunch of people. But I just wish so much that there were more 4 Unity/Muggers Club people here in RJC, life feels so empty without them. I think it's so strange that at the start of Sec 3, I hated Unity like a crazyfreak and yet at the end of Sec 4, I think I've grown so much closer to so many people in the class. Maybe it's just me, but I trust everyone of them so much. (I think I'm just feeling sentimental. YOU OLD FART.)
(OH, and I watched the class video and that just made things worse. But it made me happy because THE VIDEO IS SO PRETTY AND KICKASS. And who edited it? Heeeeee. Sony Vegas FTW, DOWN WITH WINDOWS MOVIE MAKER.)
So anyway, the results for Council Nominees came out today and I didn't make the cut. I wasn't very surprised though because I totally screwed up for the interview, plus CAN YOU IMAGINE ME AS A COUNCILLOR? The school will go up in flames I tell you. Either that or I'll become a zombie because lack of sleep + Rei-En = .... ... ... -dies-. I need to work on this cannot survive without sleep bs thing I have.
I feel like posting up a picture, but I have no pretty pictures to post up. AND I AM HUNGRY LIKE A FISH. Don't ask me, I don't know either.
OH! And SYF auditions were today too! It was fun and super scary but fun, and omg, the tsd room is just so pretty. I swear, if the juniors get a room like that, I will go back as much as I can just to CRASH and invoke my OI I WAS PIONEER DRAMA SENIOR YOU DARE TO TALK BACK HUH? I KILL YOU, FAIL DIE ZERO!.
And I crashed band practice today, not that they were doing much practicing. I can't wait to watch their Wizard of Oz BS okay! It sounds freaking retarded and they've got Bad Guy/Good Guy dances. O.O I KNOW RIGHT, SO FULL OF WIN? Perhaps, maybe. Ehhhh, Dramaclass could do better than them, KUFUFUFUFUFUFU.
I'll distort your perceptions Warp your preconceptions You won't see things the same way again --Prejudice, Love is the Law
(For once, I will do a normal blog post where I post about my day and shit.)
MR got banned from Dramafest.
Sorry, I mean, MR got taken out of the programme for Dramafest due to sensitive content.
Bitches.
I can't believe we got banned! There are times when I wish I could round up all close-minded, narrow-minded shitheads in the world and start discriminating against them and being retarded to them, just so they know what it's like to be prejudiced against and be unable to do anything about it.
Even up till now, I can't see what's so wrong with our play that it had to be taken out of it. I mean, it wasn't as if there were two guys on stage making out, or that offensive whatevers on stage. Heck, if the emcees are able to crack jokes filled with sexual innuendos onstage, why aren't we allowed to have a play that handles the idea of homosexuality and whatnot? I mean, surely if you get such jokes, you'll have the emotional and mental capacity to understand the play and not be immature about it.
God, I just feel so pissed off thinking about it now. (Haha, this is like the stage of anger.)
Mr Lyon told us something that made me feel slightly better about the situation, it went something like, We shouldn't feel angry about it now, but we should recall that anger and feeling of injustice when we are finally the ones in power. Because we can make a change then.
To a certain extent, this is certainly ironic. In Love is the Law, Prejudice won after all, the straight couple couldn't be tolerated. So here we've got prejudice winning, and this BS happening. At least the audience got the message of the play... Albiet, they understood the message then went to bitch about it.
Those people need lives srsly. I mean, who actually bothers to make complaints about a twenty-minute school play! GO GET A LIFE, GOSH. How does this even affect you? IT DOESN'T. Are you worried that this'll end up influencing the audience members to turn homosexual? Please, I'm sure they aren't that easily influenced. (If you've got nothing better to do, why don't you go hunt some mammoths or go start a fire? Kwun Tong's line ftw.)
My thoughts are so incoherant right now and I really should be sleeping because there's Japanese class later and I really can't remember half of what we've learnt but whatever. I'm still too pissed off.
No offense, and I'm incredibly biased and whatever, but I certainly don't think we deserved to come in fifth. And even if we did suck yesterday, we still should have the chance to prove ourselves today. I was looking forward to performing some supertastic play today and being all, YEAH, SO WHAT IF I'M FIFTH, I'M STILL GOOD.
Well, whatever.
I hate stupid people with no brains. GO DIE IN A DITCH. You're going to be condemned to eternal discomfort in the moderate heat of Heck. (Heehee, my line.)
Before I started writing this, I felt super sad and I was going to blog about how I died after Cat told us we got banned and during intermission when the emcees went, OH GO OUT BECAUSE WE NEED TO SOUND CHECK FOR MR... OH WAIT, THEY GOT TAKEN OUT, I MEAN, MT. My heart just died a little. I swear, I felt like I was going to die because it was just so freaking unfair we got taken out.
But you've got to admit, it's pretty cool to be like, Yeah, I was from the play that got banned. Oh yes, the first play that got banned from DF. Oh, and that was my first production ever.
So tomorrow's dramafeste and I should be sleeping because I've been feeling exhausted as of late, and well, my eyes hurt after wearing contacts the whole day and practically clawing them of my eyes and I have to do this again for two nights in a row... I'm going to be blind by Saturday.
Irregardless, Dramafeste is tomorrow! HOLY SHIT.
On the MRT ride (hahah, get it, MR? XD) back, I realize that I really, really want to win! We've improved so much in this week and it's crazy awesome how different everything seems from Sunday compared to today and HOLY SHIT, OMG, IT'S TOMORROW. UGH! We must do it!
#28. I have no idea what Diorama means but it is a pretty word so I'm using it, so there.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Here listen to this pretty song: Diorama. It is Japanese but it is pretty and I can so imagine Gloria doing her boobthrust physical theatre to it. Well, maybe not Boss doing it, but I CAN SO IMAGINE FLOCKING, OMG. FLOCKING, I MISS FLOCKING, IT WAS FUN. Haha, especially with how I always ended up doing Taekwondo moves and I remember Xin learnt some of her pattern (unknowingly) through flocking cause I lasped into the belt she was at.
Anywho, Dramafeste rehersals were ah, interesting. They're totally fun and everything but ohmygod, I miss doing Drama with the shitheads Dramalosers Dramaclass so much. I even miss the worst possible combination of Min, Hitler Becky and I... Okay, no, I don't miss that at all, in fact, I'm glad that WW2 didn't end up like the crying fest Pinnochio was.
(Okay, I'm addicted to Diorama like how much Yamamoto is addicted to Gokudera... Which is a lot. I should stop fangirling so much over KHR, I'm neglecting my Power Ranger roots, I can hear Tommy whining about not getting enough attention already, oh well, I don't like Tommy. Except for when he was Dino Thunder Black because MAN! Was he cool then!
Do I even ship slash in Power Rangers?
Let me think.
Holy crap, I don't. Okay, my new gay OTP for Power Rangers... OH WAIT, I DO. THANK GOD, I DO SHIP SLASH IN POWER RANGERS. Heehee, RJ/Casey is so canon, it's not even my fault I ship it. :D)
Anyway, dramafeste rehersals were fun in this painful way because I am just awkward doing Drama and holyshit, I swear it's like I'm this stick man, haha, that doesn't even make sense (okay, Diorama is really distracting). I get super stiff when I'm rehearsing and it is annoying like a Sim Xin Yi who refuses to introduce me to my male counterpart, srsly he went REBORN with the flame on his head? omg, i need to meet that cool dude bitch. Because I'm all retarded and spastic normally and drama is like WHOOSH, I AM A STICK MAN WITH A VERY STRAIGHT BACK BONE AND I CANNOT MOVE NORMALLY, WHOOOOOO.
I had my first and last because I was horrible in it so I'm going to get kicked out, lol Dramafeste auditions today! It was epically fun and epically phail (knowing me --duh).
Note to self: Unleash inner Gloria and stop behaving like a wimp and being easily intimidated.
In the words of the ahem, 'wise' Xin Yi: AWONG POWAHHHH.
I think I'm not fated to do Drama after Secondary School... or EVER. I'M SORRY AWONG, I'VE FAILED YOOOOOU!!! *kowtows*
Haha, so I went for the Dramafeste auditions yesteday, and they were alright, I suppose. Which BY THE WAY, isn't talk for: OMGGGG, IT WENT INSANELY WELL, I'M SO THE LEAD NOW BECAUSE WELL MY AUDITION WAS SO EPICALLY AWESOME THAT I'M ACTUALLY GOING TO FLY OFF TO BROADWAY/HOLLYWOOD/BECOME A POWER RANGER etc. It was like okay. BUT I STILL FAILED AWONG by being a dweeb.
I wish I could say I pulled a Gloria and became this supermegafoxyawesomehot (not that Gloria is awesome or hot, but she is like Megan Fox with her *ahem* well, you know what I mean, I'm keeping this blog PG-13 apart from the blatant Yaoi I've got all over this place) star who sings and acts and thrusts her cleavage all over the place dances... By the way, it's not fun making fun of Gloria if she isn't here to read it and defend herself with her GO AWAY/other lousy retorts. (I LOVE YOU BOSS. ♥;)
But it certainly went better than the Raffles Players auditions that I went for today... And died. BY THE WAY, their TSD Room PWNS. I hope the juniors get something as cool as theirs when the school is FINALLY renovated (then we can crash it and stay in there all day and be awesomecoolscary seniors we've never actually been). They've got SOFAS and a freaking BED in it, and bloody hell, it is bloody intimidating.
So I freaked out and died a horrible, traumatic, bloody death. (Bloody is true by the way, my finger was bleeding before I entered for some strange reason and I became Edward Cullen for like five seconds... Not the gay part, the sucking of human blood part, which he hardly does but whatever. Go eat Bella's womb or something.)
I think they think I'm this spastic, incoherent student who thinks she can do drama but fails epically at Drama (and at Life), and rambles too much who has too low self-esteem.
Which essentially is me in the nutshell.
SO HAH! GEOFF, I WAS MYSELF DURING MY AUDITION CUZ I SPAZZED OUT.
But nevermind, I'm hungry (haha, I realize I'm hungry most of the time when I'm posting) and I've got to skip to United Square to get dinner with my mum....
IN MY NEW RJC UNIFORM.
(I feel so freaking awesome by the way! And my OG folded the sleeves of my blouse for me because it's the RG/RJC way of wearing the school u. WELL, I'M A ST NICKS GIRL. WAS A ST NICKS GIRL, WHATEVER.
My sleeves are rolled up right now but it's only because I'm too lazy to unroll them.
Okay whatever, I'm hungry, BAI.)
PS: Haha, I realize my tag says See I'm still a DRAMA girl. I should change it to, SEE I FAIL AT DRAMA OMG I'M SORRY AWONG I LOVE DRAMA BUT I CMI.
#14. Tommy's lighting up the way for me (haha, inside jokes with myself ftw)
Sunday, February 7, 2010
I love how sporadic my posting is, and how nothing actually makes much sense because I'm too lazy to keep this thing alive, even though I really can, cuz now every time I go online, I essentially do nothing so I might as well do something and post on this. Wow, that was a long, disjointed, gramatically-challenged sentence. I think that one was one too as well.
(BTW. Screw you Xin for having almost completed your portfolio for CAP, I'm way too lazy to write one and I can picture myself not getting in already because I'm too lazy to do anything and/or I got rejected. Both have equal chances of coming true.)
So, anyway, I'm too lazy (haha, what a big surprise!) to tell you about my Orientation and how MR12/GRRRR IS THE BEST OG EVER BECAUSE WE WIN EVERYTHING, LIKE SERIOUSLY, WE PWN THE OTHERS or how MY CLASS IS NEVER AROUND AND I DON'T KNOW HALF THE PEOPLE'S NAMES IN THEM or how I MISS YOU GUYS (kinda), because well... I'm just too lazy to go into detail.
But anyway, I've signed up to audition for Dramafeste tomorrow. And holy shit, WE HAVE TO SING? So, I'm basically screwed for life since well, I'm not Gloria. And I'm going to pull the lamest thing ever and sing the batch song.
OR be gay and sing PART OF YOUR WORRRRRRLD from The Little Mermaid because I seriously love that movie and that song, and OMG, DID YOU HEAR DARREN CRISS'S ONE? I love it as much as 8059 loves each other. Which is a lot, and I get the feeling I've said this before.
So wish me luck tomorrow. Break a leg and all that shit.
Or that everyone else auditioning breaks their necks so by default I get the part.
Rei-En
16
30 July 1993
Singapore We were watching our lives pass us by
But then we were stopped by a shooting star
Now if we can just find something to believe in
then we can be stronger.
So I will take your trembling hand and bring you with me,
and we will grow stronger by walking against the wind.
--Boys and Girls, LM. C
and talk with your hips
Harem
Oh look at this, I'm no one's pimp. Let's disregard the fact that I'm too lazy to link anyone at the moment.
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#105. So we walk the longest days to live inside the shortest nights
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
This just breaks my heart. I know Soul/Maka is angsty, but it should never be this angsty, and they should always be together. BTW, my long hiatus is redeemed by the epic Soul/Maka video, no matter how sad it is.
So Rei-En!, what has been going on in your life recently? Well, Promos have just ended, and I suppose we can all blame Promos for stealing me away from blogging although we all know that isn't the case, and the real reason is that I'm just a lazy ass that can't be bothered, but psh, why would we want something like that to be posted on my wonderful, beautiful blog?
Right... Anyway, IHC is coming up, which will be incredibly fun since I've signed up for Badminton, along with my darling Nikki. And well, if I get trashed at Badminton, I'll just... The past 8.5 years of my life have been a waste. NAH, I think I'll suck at Badminton now, I haven't played in AGES. But I miss it! Not training, but playing it. And Taekwondo.
OGAY, SUPER SPORTS MODE ON! -gameface!-
Also, rehersals for J1 Production have started. It's super fun! And strange to say the least, haha. I think it's quite exciting to be involved in productions and stuff since it's like WOAH, NEVER BEFORE, LOLOLOL, SO FUN, LOLOLOL, that didn't even make sense, but in my mind it totally did. I shall attempt to make AWong proud (haha, in my dreams), TIME TO CHANNEL GLORIA ANG (again).
On a random side-note, I miss the Dramgirls, I miss SNDrama. I love how we spent every lesson being extremely retarded and mooching around and doing nothing and embarrassing ourselves but it didn't matter because y'know, we're all awesome like that. Haha, I don't think I'll ever be that comfortable with a group of people, besides them.
OH GOSH, AND ABOUT J1 PRODUCTION. I may end up missing AFA! :-OOO IKR! I've no idea, but I hope I'm still able to make one day. AFA is just the most brilliant, beautiful, epic thing in the world (okay not in the world because that's what Digimon and Hunter X Hunter are), BUT IT'S CLOSE. And although, I was going to cosf*ck Bel again, IT'S STILL DDD: that I may have to miss it.
AFA means THE BEGINNING OF EVERYTHING (well everything being my being inducted into the cult of anime and manga) to me, since it was the first event I've ever went for. And well, that started a shitload of problems for me, but it's still brilliant.
I've no idea what I'm saying anymore.
私はあなたが大好きですね！！！ でも。。。。I LOVE TYPING IN JAPANESE GOSH.
OMG, I THINK MY CAP PORTFOLIO IS DONE, WELL NEARLY DONE. There's just reflections left to do and the small fact that most of my pieces are practically about the same thing. Heh.
Free Cone Day was yesterday and it was much fun. Apart from the fact that just as soon as we got to Cathay, Natalie and Jonathan decided to pangsei me after looking at the queue and then went to MacDonalds to study instead. Gosh, those muggers.
I had an insanely awesome time with Daphie-kins, Xin, Celine and Benita though. Spending time with them makes me realize how much I do miss St Nicks and all my Unityfreaks and the Dramafreaks and Gerbil and everyone, EVERYONE. Even though so much time has passed since the start of the school year and I thought that I had adapted to life in RJC and with 11S07C, I STILL MISS THEM SO MUCH. Gosh! I mean, it's not the every morning, my heart aches with the seperation wtv bs type of missing, it's the I don't know how to say but I miss you guys so much but why don't I think of you that much but I do miss you you know? Omg.
It's not that I dislike my new class because they are really a cool bunch of people. But I just wish so much that there were more 4 Unity/Muggers Club people here in RJC, life feels so empty without them. I think it's so strange that at the start of Sec 3, I hated Unity like a crazyfreak and yet at the end of Sec 4, I think I've grown so much closer to so many people in the class. Maybe it's just me, but I trust everyone of them so much. (I think I'm just feeling sentimental. YOU OLD FART.)
(OH, and I watched the class video and that just made things worse. But it made me happy because THE VIDEO IS SO PRETTY AND KICKASS. And who edited it? Heeeeee. Sony Vegas FTW, DOWN WITH WINDOWS MOVIE MAKER.)
So anyway, the results for Council Nominees came out today and I didn't make the cut. I wasn't very surprised though because I totally screwed up for the interview, plus CAN YOU IMAGINE ME AS A COUNCILLOR? The school will go up in flames I tell you. Either that or I'll become a zombie because lack of sleep + Rei-En = .... ... ... -dies-. I need to work on this cannot survive without sleep bs thing I have.
I feel like posting up a picture, but I have no pretty pictures to post up. AND I AM HUNGRY LIKE A FISH. Don't ask me, I don't know either.
OH! And SYF auditions were today too! It was fun and super scary but fun, and omg, the tsd room is just so pretty. I swear, if the juniors get a room like that, I will go back as much as I can just to CRASH and invoke my OI I WAS PIONEER DRAMA SENIOR YOU DARE TO TALK BACK HUH? I KILL YOU, FAIL DIE ZERO!.
And I crashed band practice today, not that they were doing much practicing. I can't wait to watch their Wizard of Oz BS okay! It sounds freaking retarded and they've got Bad Guy/Good Guy dances. O.O I KNOW RIGHT, SO FULL OF WIN? Perhaps, maybe. Ehhhh, Dramaclass could do better than them, KUFUFUFUFUFUFU.
I'll distort your perceptions Warp your preconceptions You won't see things the same way again --Prejudice, Love is the Law
(For once, I will do a normal blog post where I post about my day and shit.)
MR got banned from Dramafest.
Sorry, I mean, MR got taken out of the programme for Dramafest due to sensitive content.
Bitches.
I can't believe we got banned! There are times when I wish I could round up all close-minded, narrow-minded shitheads in the world and start discriminating against them and being retarded to them, just so they know what it's like to be prejudiced against and be unable to do anything about it.
Even up till now, I can't see what's so wrong with our play that it had to be taken out of it. I mean, it wasn't as if there were two guys on stage making out, or that offensive whatevers on stage. Heck, if the emcees are able to crack jokes filled with sexual innuendos onstage, why aren't we allowed to have a play that handles the idea of homosexuality and whatnot? I mean, surely if you get such jokes, you'll have the emotional and mental capacity to understand the play and not be immature about it.
God, I just feel so pissed off thinking about it now. (Haha, this is like the stage of anger.)
Mr Lyon told us something that made me feel slightly better about the situation, it went something like, We shouldn't feel angry about it now, but we should recall that anger and feeling of injustice when we are finally the ones in power. Because we can make a change then.
To a certain extent, this is certainly ironic. In Love is the Law, Prejudice won after all, the straight couple couldn't be tolerated. So here we've got prejudice winning, and this BS happening. At least the audience got the message of the play... Albiet, they understood the message then went to bitch about it.
Those people need lives srsly. I mean, who actually bothers to make complaints about a twenty-minute school play! GO GET A LIFE, GOSH. How does this even affect you? IT DOESN'T. Are you worried that this'll end up influencing the audience members to turn homosexual? Please, I'm sure they aren't that easily influenced. (If you've got nothing better to do, why don't you go hunt some mammoths or go start a fire? Kwun Tong's line ftw.)
My thoughts are so incoherant right now and I really should be sleeping because there's Japanese class later and I really can't remember half of what we've learnt but whatever. I'm still too pissed off.
No offense, and I'm incredibly biased and whatever, but I certainly don't think we deserved to come in fifth. And even if we did suck yesterday, we still should have the chance to prove ourselves today. I was looking forward to performing some supertastic play today and being all, YEAH, SO WHAT IF I'M FIFTH, I'M STILL GOOD.
Well, whatever.
I hate stupid people with no brains. GO DIE IN A DITCH. You're going to be condemned to eternal discomfort in the moderate heat of Heck. (Heehee, my line.)
Before I started writing this, I felt super sad and I was going to blog about how I died after Cat told us we got banned and during intermission when the emcees went, OH GO OUT BECAUSE WE NEED TO SOUND CHECK FOR MR... OH WAIT, THEY GOT TAKEN OUT, I MEAN, MT. My heart just died a little. I swear, I felt like I was going to die because it was just so freaking unfair we got taken out.
But you've got to admit, it's pretty cool to be like, Yeah, I was from the play that got banned. Oh yes, the first play that got banned from DF. Oh, and that was my first production ever.
So tomorrow's dramafeste and I should be sleeping because I've been feeling exhausted as of late, and well, my eyes hurt after wearing contacts the whole day and practically clawing them of my eyes and I have to do this again for two nights in a row... I'm going to be blind by Saturday.
Irregardless, Dramafeste is tomorrow! HOLY SHIT.
On the MRT ride (hahah, get it, MR? XD) back, I realize that I really, really want to win! We've improved so much in this week and it's crazy awesome how different everything seems from Sunday compared to today and HOLY SHIT, OMG, IT'S TOMORROW. UGH! We must do it!
#28. I have no idea what Diorama means but it is a pretty word so I'm using it, so there.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Here listen to this pretty song: Diorama. It is Japanese but it is pretty and I can so imagine Gloria doing her boobthrust physical theatre to it. Well, maybe not Boss doing it, but I CAN SO IMAGINE FLOCKING, OMG. FLOCKING, I MISS FLOCKING, IT WAS FUN. Haha, especially with how I always ended up doing Taekwondo moves and I remember Xin learnt some of her pattern (unknowingly) through flocking cause I lasped into the belt she was at.
Anywho, Dramafeste rehersals were ah, interesting. They're totally fun and everything but ohmygod, I miss doing Drama with the shitheads Dramalosers Dramaclass so much. I even miss the worst possible combination of Min, Hitler Becky and I... Okay, no, I don't miss that at all, in fact, I'm glad that WW2 didn't end up like the crying fest Pinnochio was.
(Okay, I'm addicted to Diorama like how much Yamamoto is addicted to Gokudera... Which is a lot. I should stop fangirling so much over KHR, I'm neglecting my Power Ranger roots, I can hear Tommy whining about not getting enough attention already, oh well, I don't like Tommy. Except for when he was Dino Thunder Black because MAN! Was he cool then!
Do I even ship slash in Power Rangers?
Let me think.
Holy crap, I don't. Okay, my new gay OTP for Power Rangers... OH WAIT, I DO. THANK GOD, I DO SHIP SLASH IN POWER RANGERS. Heehee, RJ/Casey is so canon, it's not even my fault I ship it. :D)
Anyway, dramafeste rehersals were fun in this painful way because I am just awkward doing Drama and holyshit, I swear it's like I'm this stick man, haha, that doesn't even make sense (okay, Diorama is really distracting). I get super stiff when I'm rehearsing and it is annoying like a Sim Xin Yi who refuses to introduce me to my male counterpart, srsly he went REBORN with the flame on his head? omg, i need to meet that cool dude bitch. Because I'm all retarded and spastic normally and drama is like WHOOSH, I AM A STICK MAN WITH A VERY STRAIGHT BACK BONE AND I CANNOT MOVE NORMALLY, WHOOOOOO.
I had my first and last because I was horrible in it so I'm going to get kicked out, lol Dramafeste auditions today! It was epically fun and epically phail (knowing me --duh).
Note to self: Unleash inner Gloria and stop behaving like a wimp and being easily intimidated.
In the words of the ahem, 'wise' Xin Yi: AWONG POWAHHHH.
I think I'm not fated to do Drama after Secondary School... or EVER. I'M SORRY AWONG, I'VE FAILED YOOOOOU!!! *kowtows*
Haha, so I went for the Dramafeste auditions yesteday, and they were alright, I suppose. Which BY THE WAY, isn't talk for: OMGGGG, IT WENT INSANELY WELL, I'M SO THE LEAD NOW BECAUSE WELL MY AUDITION WAS SO EPICALLY AWESOME THAT I'M ACTUALLY GOING TO FLY OFF TO BROADWAY/HOLLYWOOD/BECOME A POWER RANGER etc. It was like okay. BUT I STILL FAILED AWONG by being a dweeb.
I wish I could say I pulled a Gloria and became this supermegafoxyawesomehot (not that Gloria is awesome or hot, but she is like Megan Fox with her *ahem* well, you know what I mean, I'm keeping this blog PG-13 apart from the blatant Yaoi I've got all over this place) star who sings and acts and thrusts her cleavage all over the place dances... By the way, it's not fun making fun of Gloria if she isn't here to read it and defend herself with her GO AWAY/other lousy retorts. (I LOVE YOU BOSS. ♥;)
But it certainly went better than the Raffles Players auditions that I went for today... And died. BY THE WAY, their TSD Room PWNS. I hope the juniors get something as cool as theirs when the school is FINALLY renovated (then we can crash it and stay in there all day and be awesomecoolscary seniors we've never actually been). They've got SOFAS and a freaking BED in it, and bloody hell, it is bloody intimidating.
So I freaked out and died a horrible, traumatic, bloody death. (Bloody is true by the way, my finger was bleeding before I entered for some strange reason and I became Edward Cullen for like five seconds... Not the gay part, the sucking of human blood part, which he hardly does but whatever. Go eat Bella's womb or something.)
I think they think I'm this spastic, incoherent student who thinks she can do drama but fails epically at Drama (and at Life), and rambles too much who has too low self-esteem.
Which essentially is me in the nutshell.
SO HAH! GEOFF, I WAS MYSELF DURING MY AUDITION CUZ I SPAZZED OUT.
But nevermind, I'm hungry (haha, I realize I'm hungry most of the time when I'm posting) and I've got to skip to United Square to get dinner with my mum....
IN MY NEW RJC UNIFORM.
(I feel so freaking awesome by the way! And my OG folded the sleeves of my blouse for me because it's the RG/RJC way of wearing the school u. WELL, I'M A ST NICKS GIRL. WAS A ST NICKS GIRL, WHATEVER.
My sleeves are rolled up right now but it's only because I'm too lazy to unroll them.
Okay whatever, I'm hungry, BAI.)
PS: Haha, I realize my tag says See I'm still a DRAMA girl. I should change it to, SEE I FAIL AT DRAMA OMG I'M SORRY AWONG I LOVE DRAMA BUT I CMI.
#14. Tommy's lighting up the way for me (haha, inside jokes with myself ftw)
Sunday, February 7, 2010
I love how sporadic my posting is, and how nothing actually makes much sense because I'm too lazy to keep this thing alive, even though I really can, cuz now every time I go online, I essentially do nothing so I might as well do something and post on this. Wow, that was a long, disjointed, gramatically-challenged sentence. I think that one was one too as well.
(BTW. Screw you Xin for having almost completed your portfolio for CAP, I'm way too lazy to write one and I can picture myself not getting in already because I'm too lazy to do anything and/or I got rejected. Both have equal chances of coming true.)
So, anyway, I'm too lazy (haha, what a big surprise!) to tell you about my Orientation and how MR12/GRRRR IS THE BEST OG EVER BECAUSE WE WIN EVERYTHING, LIKE SERIOUSLY, WE PWN THE OTHERS or how MY CLASS IS NEVER AROUND AND I DON'T KNOW HALF THE PEOPLE'S NAMES IN THEM or how I MISS YOU GUYS (kinda), because well... I'm just too lazy to go into detail.
But anyway, I've signed up to audition for Dramafeste tomorrow. And holy shit, WE HAVE TO SING? So, I'm basically screwed for life since well, I'm not Gloria. And I'm going to pull the lamest thing ever and sing the batch song.
OR be gay and sing PART OF YOUR WORRRRRRLD from The Little Mermaid because I seriously love that movie and that song, and OMG, DID YOU HEAR DARREN CRISS'S ONE? I love it as much as 8059 loves each other. Which is a lot, and I get the feeling I've said this before.
So wish me luck tomorrow. Break a leg and all that shit.
Or that everyone else auditioning breaks their necks so by default I get the part.
Oh look at this, I'm no one's pimp.
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