This was playing in my head just now during 2.4km. The. Whole. Time. Well, not really cause I was like: AS MUCH AS I LOVE HUMAN, I WILL DIE. So I was like omgomgomgLM. Comgomgomg in my head, and it worked for like thirty seconds, then it turned back into Human. Of course after the third lap I was like HOLY SHIT I'M GOING TO DIE NONONO RUN! so all music was kinda obliverated-- kinda.
Let me be smug about my timing btw: 12.37! :DDD FEEL MY HAPPYNESS, OMG, I couldn't stop beaming after that because I was like HOLY SHIT! THIS IS MY FASTEST EVER. AND I HAVEN'T TRAINED IN HOW LONG?!?!? Which reminds me, I want to go back to TKD this week, ugh, I can't believe I've left for so long, I've totally forgotten all the patterns. But yeah, the little book will come in handy.
Hmmm... :/
I seriously need to start studying even though I managed to pass Econs (omgikromgwtfbbqhaha, 9/20!) but whatever, I feel my braincells dying and I think they are, well they aren't dying because they're already dead. =.= *dies*
Stupid procrastinating/lazy/ass Rei-En, QUICK GO WORK. STOP SAYING YOU'LL DO EVERYTHING TOMORROW.
But that's what I always end up doing.
OKAY.
OKAY.
Maa maa.
SCREW YOU LAHHHHHHH. Rawr, I hate being so directionless all the time.
#66. But you're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing in my sleep, you've got me smiling in my dreams
Monday, April 19, 2010
I know this is a super slow/not fast/not typical OMG, REI-EN FANGIRL LET'S SING ABOUT HOW THE WORLD IS SAD AND ANGRY AND WE'RE ALL TO BLAMEEEEEE type of songs, but I love it like something that is worthy of my love. HAH! I didn't resort to my happy I love it as much as Gokudera and Yamamoto love each other description again, which, I shall emphasize, is A LOT.
So I've finally finished syncing my play-list for tomorrow's 2.4km. It's called OMG I'M NOT RUNNING OUT OF BREATH, RUN RUN RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN!. SO EPIC RIGHT? Hahaha, I did my 5 items today, it was good fun! EXCEPT FOR SBJ. Rawrrrrr, 3cm to all As. =.= Bah humbug. I'm so psyched to run because I've got Across the Border in my iPod, and the starting is so WOAHHHHZZZZ.
OMGOMGOMG, ANYWAY! I got to the epic episode 83 of KHR in which MY HEART JUST BREAKS AND KEEPS ON BREAKING. BECAUSE! GAMMA JUST DESTROYS MY LITTLE 8059 LIKE SOME GODZILLA IN NYC! And I have never been so happy to see Hibari in my entire life. OMG, it was like YES! HIBARI, COME SAVE MY BABIES! D: *heartbreak*
Heehee.
I forgot what I wanted to say.
I'm sure it was something important, but oh well! YOU SHALL ALL BE DEPRIVED OF IT. KUFUFUFUFUFU.
It's been ages since I touched this thing-- holy molymolymoly! This is totally going to die like how my tumblr has already died because looking at all those pretty shizz on tumblr makes the materialistic side (haha, who are we kidding? that's just me entirely) of me die a lot inside.
I came online to check the roster for YOG and I was all like, OKAY I CHECK THEN I GO BACK AND DO WORK. Well, as you can see, that kind of failed. I'm sorry okay! I'm just an undriven, unmotivated, unmehhh, I can't be bothered to think of anything anymore. Haha, I keep feeling like spelling Haha like Maa Maa, can you imagine that? Like Haa haa, it'll be like this druggie laughing, which would essentially be me laughing when I'm super high except that when I'm high I don't get stoned, I just get high, so it'd be like hahahahaha, not stoned. Haha, I've no idea what I'm talking about anymore.
Maa maa.
Hoho, the TV just said A SQUAD, but about monks and Budhist people training and stuff. Not Power Rangers. Speaking of Power Rangers, I've been watching Jungle Fury and OMGWTFBBQ! Sim Xin Yi, please come over and watch JF with me soon so I can express my indignance/anger/WTFISTHISBBQ!/notexactlyangerbutomgggggwtffff at the new Power Rangers of the team.
Hint 1: You already know who they are. They've already appeared in the show. Hint 2: It's neither Camille nor Dai Shi nor Fran. And Dai Shi's still talking in third person about Jarrod and being a wannbe-pimp when he goes RAWRRRR.
I went out with Gloria, Xin and Becky and Celine yesterday. It was good (clean) fun. I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE WHOAAAAA. Haha, it's great to be around people that won't throw a rock at your head when you're trying your best to annoy them and generally act drunk when all you've drunk is the tiniest sip of that weird bottled drink Gee bought that's more fizzy than fruity, and Xin's brownie was good tasting except it was crumbling, my brain isn't working and Chemistry questions are long and hard unlike Japanese questions.
Haha.
There are many things that have happened but I'm too lazy to blog about them just because I'm awesome like that this post is so stream of consciousness but not really, haha, imagine if it was, it'd go WHOAAA, EVERYWHERE. (OMG, the dude in the TV show didn't make the A Squad, poor kid, he's now going to have to teach the new recruits. GOSH, JUST SCREW THEM OVER.) Yeah, like, my mum bought me KHR DVDs, IKR. SO EPIC.
I've been spamming episodes. Not really, but omg, I reached the 8059 fight scene and it's all sort of epicness and more because it's just 8059, and it's so angsty and RAWR, YAMAMOTO GOT HURT. D: I hope he gets better, well of course he does, but he got ELECTROCUTED. HOLY SHIT. THAT MUST HURT. DDDDDDDD:
Baka Jyuudaime. I hope Tuna gets kidnapped. I really do. It'd be so much fun, haha, Tuna fish, tunatunatuna. I found a library book the other day like a long time ago-- oops my mum's mad that I switched screens when she came to look at the screen and tell me to brush my teeth, screw you, don't read my blog rawr-- and it was like Tuna: My Favourite Ingredient. I think I have a picture of it somewhere.
Heh, it's really hot.
NAPFA's tomorrow. Oh man, if I don't get a gold, it'd be a sad day because GOD (haha, GOD!!!!) would kill the world like how Rei-En would, I mean, like if Rei-En were god, which she isn't but she's GOD because Estella's Kyon and SXY's a bunny girl that--- oh damn, I mentioned Kyon, she's right, she appears in many blog posts. Rawr, damn you Kyon, rawr-- BYUUUN.
Why is it so darn hot, gosh. Oh the fan's not blowing this way.
I think I've sufficiently confused everyone enough.
Haha, anyway, for the past few days, I've been trying to be an awesomely, awesome student. Seriously! Every day after school, I'll decide to study and revise and all that scholarly-mugger-type stuff.
Except that it doesn't work and I don't study at all.
Because I totally cannot study with people in general.
Either that or I can't study with Patrick, Chinnapa and Avinash.
I suspect it's just Chinnapa, because when he came to 'study' with Patrick, Avinash and I just now, we ended up in hysterical laughter and BAAAAAKA-ing and WHUT IS THIS, I NEED TO DO MY WORK--- NAHHHHHHH. And this happens all the time-- or at least for the past two times we've attempted to study together. But naaaaaaah~!, it's not like I'd study anyway, hahaha. At least we didn't make enough noise to get kicked out of the library. Hohoho.
I am now in love with Tumblr. Okay, not exactly in love, but OMG, WHY DO PEOPLE ON IT HAVE SUCH NICE CLOTHES? -dies- Haha, I swear, I'm turning so materialistic, I blame the Dramagirls/Gerbil for hauling me out for a million and eighty-nine shopping trips after Grad Night. (Everytime I look at Grad Night photos, I die a little inside because WHAT IS THIS TRASHY THING! So embarrassing looking at me in the photos. *pained expression*)
For those with no lives, this is my tumblr: Life Sucks (andthenyoudie). It doesn't have anything except pictures of things I love and OMG, I WANT THOSE CLOTHES LIKE WHOA. Haha, well, judge my taste all you want, it's so epic like something epic.
Something has changed within me, Something is not the same And now that I'm strong I have figured out, How this world is cold and it breaks through my soul.
Listening to Defying Gravity (sorry Wicked fans but I've never watched the musical--damn UK trip-- so I heart the Glee/Kurt version more, heh heh) and Your Guardian Angel (damn you 8059) while trying to do Literature Homework: Wuthering Heights Pairings (okay, no, and it's not even slash =.=) is not the smartest thing to do. Neither is not finishing the whole book and getting all my information from Sparknotes but whatever. I don't think blogging's very appropriate either.
Ah well.
This shall be my melancholic post (I spelt that wrong didn't I?) in which I sound very much like I did in Seconary 2 when the whole world was a ball of angst and emodom and I lived in the ecnter of it. Well, 3 years has passed and no progress has been made. (This is all thanks to Kyon by the way, whose posts just made me realize that I'm feeling almost the exact same way. *dies*)
11S07C is nice, they really are. Sure, I may feel like I'm treading through a mine-field around some people and I wish I could act more like myself around them because I feel hyper!Rei-En coming out way too often (or do I notice her more only because the Dramagirls aren't around to join me?) and she definitely is not who I am. I've got nothing against them, or against the friends I've made, it's just that... It isn't that I miss the Dramagirls because I really do. It's more than that. I don't hate going to school, I mean, I like it much less than going to St Nicholas, but it isn't something that's torturous for me.
But it's like... What's the point? I suppose, that's the only way I can put it. I've no idea what I want to do in the future (or what I want is incredibly unfeasibly, so laughable I will probably never tell anyone), I've no idea what I'm doing, where I'm going. And I just feel so... Not lost, but, directionless.
I've no idea, but this wasn't how my post was suppose to go.
Life is boring. Yeah, that's it. And I hate it. (There's no point.) I need colour, excitement, something that breaks the montony of going to school every day, coming home, trying to study but failing and falling into the temptation of coming online and wasting my hours away doing nothing the same things. Something, anything. Because I feel myself slowly dying as each day passes... Okay, I don't and I'm lapsing into emo prose but whatever, I've no idea. It's just... There's absolutely nothing.
I just wish there was something more, something different. I can't take this endless ritual of nothing, I swear, I'll die of boredom and overdose on drugs or whatever that'd cheer the day up.
I don't know. It's just so boring. I don't even know what's the point of going through all these motions, if I don't even have a goal in mind. But it's not like I'm considering suicide (because that's just dumb and I honestly would never dare to go through with it), I just can't go on like this for long.
These are the times I wish I believed in a Higher Being or whatever. But that's a discussion for another emo blog post.
There just needs to be something you know? Something that differentiates each day from the previous.
Okay, today is my OTP day. But at least this time, they're both real people and it isn't gay and it's cannon. It isn't cannon, but it's hinted so heavily to be cannon, it should be made cannon (like 8059, everyone knows that they're totally together, don't have to keep us in suspense anymore Amano).
Whatever! YES, SEN-CHAN/UMEKO FTW! Cutest Sentai pairing ever! Which isn't saying much because the other Sentai pairing I shipped was Urara/whashisface?,OH!Hikaruwhatever. And they were cannon beyond belief because they were going to get married. =.=;;
Heehee, it's such a badly edited video and I so shouldn't be plugging it but whateverrrrr~~~, I'm worth it. :D Plus, it's all from the same episode! Which I will probably end up watching later. Sigh, if only I had a copy of Trick Room, all the wonderful Sen-Chan angst. Heh.
With Marvel’s summer release of Young Avengers, a new name was introduced to comics readers around the world: Allan Heinberg. Though he’s new to comics, Heinberg has been writing for prime time television dramas like The OC and Party of Five for years. Neil Figuracion, longtime television viewer, asks Allan questions that only he can answer.
BF: How would Patriot react if he were locked in a room with a naked man? How would Hulklingor Hawkingbird (her answer's not funny)react differently?
AH: Patriot has a very take-charge, no-nonsense demeanor. He is not easily intimidated -- even by a naked man. He'd probably take a quick look at the goods, judge them accordingly, then look the guy straight in the eye and firmly suggest he think about finding himself a pair of pants.
Then Patriot would go about doing whatever's next on his to-do list.
Hulkling would be intrigued by the Naked Man -- and even a little envious of the guy's obvious confidence. He'd nod approvingly, give the guy the thumbs up, and say "Good for you, Naked Man." And though he'd try his best to maintain eye contact at all times, he'd fail miserably.
BF: It must have been surprising that readers clued in to Hulkling and Asgardian's relationship so quickly. Why do you feel readers would be so keen on outing their potential gayness as to declare it after a mere glance?
AH: I have to admit, the reader response to that single panel in YA #1 took me completely by surprise. But comic book readers are incredibly perceptive and understand that when the artist and writer devote an entire panel to a single shared glance, that glance must have some storytelling significance. We hadn't planned to address Hulkling and Asgardian's relationship until well into the first year, but after the enthusiastic response to that panel, we were able to integrate their relationship into the fabric of the book much earlier.
BF: Even for an understanding set of parents, coming out can be quite a bombshell. From a dramatic point of view, why did you make it so easy for Billy's parents to pick up on and accept his gayness and his relationship with Teddy?
AH: Part of it was about subverting expectations and not wanting to write a scene I felt I'd already seen many, many times before. Also, Billy's parents are extremely well adjusted, Upper West Side doctors. She's a therapist, and he's a cardiologist, so I thought if anyone's going to have a solid grasp of human sexuality, it would be the Kaplan's. And finally, I guess it was my hope that in seeing Billy's parents lovingly accept his sexuality, readers might be inspired to have similarly loving reactions if ever faced with that particular moment.
(Heehee, the scene was so cute! When Billy was all like, omg, i want to come out of the closet... I'm a superhero. And his parents cut him off so they are like HEEHEE, IT'S OKAY THAT YOU'RE GAY. WE APPROVE OF TEDDY. Welcome to the family son!)
APPROVE! Haha, I'm being a wannabe Young Avengers fan because I haven't read about the million issues after Young Avengers: Family Matters, screw you and not sending copies over to Singapore! RAWR. I heard that Young Avengers: Dark Reign wasn't nice, and WHAT WAS WITH THE COVER OF BILLY AND THAT OTHER WITCH-PERSON??? How can he have a cover with her and not Teddy???
Well whatever, ughhhhhh, I MISS READING YA. QUICK QUICK! Publish compilations so I can finally purchase them and happily run off into cannon Billy/Teddy. ^-^
So instead of crashing in my room to sleep after staying up practically the whole night today (more about that later, after I stop squeeing over the epicness of 8059... which would take a while because eeeeeeeeeeee, when I first watched the video, I was going to freaking cry because it was so cute, and Kyon would know because I was fangasming to her and freaking out like a lunatic), I decided to come online and I went to watch my happy 8059 video again (the one posted just a post before).
And it makes me so happy. I know, it's just so weird that watching it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside, and I already fangirled like crazy over the video in the last post, but it's just that level of epicness. Plus I realize I'm more of in love with the relationship of 8059 than actually just Yamamoto even though I think Yamamoto is the most badassawesomekewl character in Reborn ever and this is true facts thx.
They are just so adorabubble, I cannot stand it! I'm just spamming Your Guardian Angel on repeat now because it makes me feel so happy inside and I think I'm just typing the same thing over and over again, and it makes me feel like wanting to be in Love, but the 8059-type y'know?
Haha, I'm such a freak.
That and I'm a hopeless romantic (who fangasms 8059 like whoa. I need to get more normal OTPs O.O).
And as long as Amano keeps having all these sweet little 8059 moments, I'll continue reading Reborn. Even if it means having to endure 54984321 million chapters of Tuna's attempt at being epic boss and the lack of character development and lack of development of proper relationships between characters, I DON'T CARE. As long as there's still 8059, I'll keep on reading.
(But pleasepleaseplease, let there be a Kidnap-the-Tuna plot where everyone has this super-duper-boost of character development and Hibari becomes less annoying and there are more Ryohei-fangirls and LET THERE BE MORE 8059 sequences, omg, can you imagine it?! It'd be like, F***, JYUUDAIME'S MISSING! Ma, ma, calm down~~~. HEEHEE. Someone needs to do a doujin of it like NAO. Or rather, Amano needs to write/draw/whatever a plot like that NAO.
Oh and omgsh, her art has seriously improved since the Daily Life Arc. Which is so sad because even though her art's improved, the story's going down.)
Watching this makes me feel like crying because I'm just beaming at the computer like an idiot because it's just so sweet. Hopeless romantic fail. -dies-
The editing is so super sharp and omg, the scene at 1.25, omg. And I feel so happy and sad and everything when I watch it, which is dumb because it's just a video, but I can't help it.
I am so amused by this picture because of how there seems to be two random people popping out at the back ground, and I didn't even realize it until I was looking through the pictures we took just now in Burger Shack. Benita's calssmates are so weird and strange.
(BTW, I AM trying to upload the pictures from today onto Facebook, but they refuse to be uploaded. The uploader is taking the longest time.)
YES, SO I CRASHED CJC TODAY. MAN IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.
Our April Fool's Day joke epically failed because Celine didn't seem to fall for it when I was there, but at least she fell for the SMS ones... which means we half win... Kind of. Heh. (Sorry Celine for having to waste a prayer on me, heh heh, ilybby!)
I'm too lazy to blog tbh, haha, I just wanted to post up that epic picture. ^-^
But it was crazy fun going to CJC, and meeting everyone and their classes. I MET THE ACTUALLY REAL GABRIEL. :-O And Benita's classmates are like super strange. HAHA, IDK. I wish my class/school was more CRAAAAAACK!Crazy!Weird than strange!weird y'know? Hmmm.... O.O
Okay, I am officially once again in love with davedays because he is so freaking awesome and cool and I love his jacket. Okay, and his fashion sense has improved from that dinky green shirt which is still full of win but omggggg. YES.
WE NEED TO START A YOUTUBE CHANNEL SOON DOING COOL THINGS SXY!
Rei-En
16
30 July 1993
Singapore We were watching our lives pass us by
But then we were stopped by a shooting star
Now if we can just find something to believe in
then we can be stronger.
So I will take your trembling hand and bring you with me,
and we will grow stronger by walking against the wind.
--Boys and Girls, LM. C
and talk with your hips
Harem
Oh look at this, I'm no one's pimp. Let's disregard the fact that I'm too lazy to link anyone at the moment.
This was playing in my head just now during 2.4km. The. Whole. Time. Well, not really cause I was like: AS MUCH AS I LOVE HUMAN, I WILL DIE. So I was like omgomgomgLM. Comgomgomg in my head, and it worked for like thirty seconds, then it turned back into Human. Of course after the third lap I was like HOLY SHIT I'M GOING TO DIE NONONO RUN! so all music was kinda obliverated-- kinda.
Let me be smug about my timing btw: 12.37! :DDD FEEL MY HAPPYNESS, OMG, I couldn't stop beaming after that because I was like HOLY SHIT! THIS IS MY FASTEST EVER. AND I HAVEN'T TRAINED IN HOW LONG?!?!? Which reminds me, I want to go back to TKD this week, ugh, I can't believe I've left for so long, I've totally forgotten all the patterns. But yeah, the little book will come in handy.
Hmmm... :/
I seriously need to start studying even though I managed to pass Econs (omgikromgwtfbbqhaha, 9/20!) but whatever, I feel my braincells dying and I think they are, well they aren't dying because they're already dead. =.= *dies*
Stupid procrastinating/lazy/ass Rei-En, QUICK GO WORK. STOP SAYING YOU'LL DO EVERYTHING TOMORROW.
But that's what I always end up doing.
OKAY.
OKAY.
Maa maa.
SCREW YOU LAHHHHHHH. Rawr, I hate being so directionless all the time.
#66. But you're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing in my sleep, you've got me smiling in my dreams
Monday, April 19, 2010
I know this is a super slow/not fast/not typical OMG, REI-EN FANGIRL LET'S SING ABOUT HOW THE WORLD IS SAD AND ANGRY AND WE'RE ALL TO BLAMEEEEEE type of songs, but I love it like something that is worthy of my love. HAH! I didn't resort to my happy I love it as much as Gokudera and Yamamoto love each other description again, which, I shall emphasize, is A LOT.
So I've finally finished syncing my play-list for tomorrow's 2.4km. It's called OMG I'M NOT RUNNING OUT OF BREATH, RUN RUN RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN!. SO EPIC RIGHT? Hahaha, I did my 5 items today, it was good fun! EXCEPT FOR SBJ. Rawrrrrr, 3cm to all As. =.= Bah humbug. I'm so psyched to run because I've got Across the Border in my iPod, and the starting is so WOAHHHHZZZZ.
OMGOMGOMG, ANYWAY! I got to the epic episode 83 of KHR in which MY HEART JUST BREAKS AND KEEPS ON BREAKING. BECAUSE! GAMMA JUST DESTROYS MY LITTLE 8059 LIKE SOME GODZILLA IN NYC! And I have never been so happy to see Hibari in my entire life. OMG, it was like YES! HIBARI, COME SAVE MY BABIES! D: *heartbreak*
Heehee.
I forgot what I wanted to say.
I'm sure it was something important, but oh well! YOU SHALL ALL BE DEPRIVED OF IT. KUFUFUFUFUFU.
It's been ages since I touched this thing-- holy molymolymoly! This is totally going to die like how my tumblr has already died because looking at all those pretty shizz on tumblr makes the materialistic side (haha, who are we kidding? that's just me entirely) of me die a lot inside.
I came online to check the roster for YOG and I was all like, OKAY I CHECK THEN I GO BACK AND DO WORK. Well, as you can see, that kind of failed. I'm sorry okay! I'm just an undriven, unmotivated, unmehhh, I can't be bothered to think of anything anymore. Haha, I keep feeling like spelling Haha like Maa Maa, can you imagine that? Like Haa haa, it'll be like this druggie laughing, which would essentially be me laughing when I'm super high except that when I'm high I don't get stoned, I just get high, so it'd be like hahahahaha, not stoned. Haha, I've no idea what I'm talking about anymore.
Maa maa.
Hoho, the TV just said A SQUAD, but about monks and Budhist people training and stuff. Not Power Rangers. Speaking of Power Rangers, I've been watching Jungle Fury and OMGWTFBBQ! Sim Xin Yi, please come over and watch JF with me soon so I can express my indignance/anger/WTFISTHISBBQ!/notexactlyangerbutomgggggwtffff at the new Power Rangers of the team.
Hint 1: You already know who they are. They've already appeared in the show. Hint 2: It's neither Camille nor Dai Shi nor Fran. And Dai Shi's still talking in third person about Jarrod and being a wannbe-pimp when he goes RAWRRRR.
I went out with Gloria, Xin and Becky and Celine yesterday. It was good (clean) fun. I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE WHOAAAAA. Haha, it's great to be around people that won't throw a rock at your head when you're trying your best to annoy them and generally act drunk when all you've drunk is the tiniest sip of that weird bottled drink Gee bought that's more fizzy than fruity, and Xin's brownie was good tasting except it was crumbling, my brain isn't working and Chemistry questions are long and hard unlike Japanese questions.
Haha.
There are many things that have happened but I'm too lazy to blog about them just because I'm awesome like that this post is so stream of consciousness but not really, haha, imagine if it was, it'd go WHOAAA, EVERYWHERE. (OMG, the dude in the TV show didn't make the A Squad, poor kid, he's now going to have to teach the new recruits. GOSH, JUST SCREW THEM OVER.) Yeah, like, my mum bought me KHR DVDs, IKR. SO EPIC.
I've been spamming episodes. Not really, but omg, I reached the 8059 fight scene and it's all sort of epicness and more because it's just 8059, and it's so angsty and RAWR, YAMAMOTO GOT HURT. D: I hope he gets better, well of course he does, but he got ELECTROCUTED. HOLY SHIT. THAT MUST HURT. DDDDDDDD:
Baka Jyuudaime. I hope Tuna gets kidnapped. I really do. It'd be so much fun, haha, Tuna fish, tunatunatuna. I found a library book the other day like a long time ago-- oops my mum's mad that I switched screens when she came to look at the screen and tell me to brush my teeth, screw you, don't read my blog rawr-- and it was like Tuna: My Favourite Ingredient. I think I have a picture of it somewhere.
Heh, it's really hot.
NAPFA's tomorrow. Oh man, if I don't get a gold, it'd be a sad day because GOD (haha, GOD!!!!) would kill the world like how Rei-En would, I mean, like if Rei-En were god, which she isn't but she's GOD because Estella's Kyon and SXY's a bunny girl that--- oh damn, I mentioned Kyon, she's right, she appears in many blog posts. Rawr, damn you Kyon, rawr-- BYUUUN.
Why is it so darn hot, gosh. Oh the fan's not blowing this way.
I think I've sufficiently confused everyone enough.
Haha, anyway, for the past few days, I've been trying to be an awesomely, awesome student. Seriously! Every day after school, I'll decide to study and revise and all that scholarly-mugger-type stuff.
Except that it doesn't work and I don't study at all.
Because I totally cannot study with people in general.
Either that or I can't study with Patrick, Chinnapa and Avinash.
I suspect it's just Chinnapa, because when he came to 'study' with Patrick, Avinash and I just now, we ended up in hysterical laughter and BAAAAAKA-ing and WHUT IS THIS, I NEED TO DO MY WORK--- NAHHHHHHH. And this happens all the time-- or at least for the past two times we've attempted to study together. But naaaaaaah~!, it's not like I'd study anyway, hahaha. At least we didn't make enough noise to get kicked out of the library. Hohoho.
I am now in love with Tumblr. Okay, not exactly in love, but OMG, WHY DO PEOPLE ON IT HAVE SUCH NICE CLOTHES? -dies- Haha, I swear, I'm turning so materialistic, I blame the Dramagirls/Gerbil for hauling me out for a million and eighty-nine shopping trips after Grad Night. (Everytime I look at Grad Night photos, I die a little inside because WHAT IS THIS TRASHY THING! So embarrassing looking at me in the photos. *pained expression*)
For those with no lives, this is my tumblr: Life Sucks (andthenyoudie). It doesn't have anything except pictures of things I love and OMG, I WANT THOSE CLOTHES LIKE WHOA. Haha, well, judge my taste all you want, it's so epic like something epic.
Something has changed within me, Something is not the same And now that I'm strong I have figured out, How this world is cold and it breaks through my soul.
Listening to Defying Gravity (sorry Wicked fans but I've never watched the musical--damn UK trip-- so I heart the Glee/Kurt version more, heh heh) and Your Guardian Angel (damn you 8059) while trying to do Literature Homework: Wuthering Heights Pairings (okay, no, and it's not even slash =.=) is not the smartest thing to do. Neither is not finishing the whole book and getting all my information from Sparknotes but whatever. I don't think blogging's very appropriate either.
Ah well.
This shall be my melancholic post (I spelt that wrong didn't I?) in which I sound very much like I did in Seconary 2 when the whole world was a ball of angst and emodom and I lived in the ecnter of it. Well, 3 years has passed and no progress has been made. (This is all thanks to Kyon by the way, whose posts just made me realize that I'm feeling almost the exact same way. *dies*)
11S07C is nice, they really are. Sure, I may feel like I'm treading through a mine-field around some people and I wish I could act more like myself around them because I feel hyper!Rei-En coming out way too often (or do I notice her more only because the Dramagirls aren't around to join me?) and she definitely is not who I am. I've got nothing against them, or against the friends I've made, it's just that... It isn't that I miss the Dramagirls because I really do. It's more than that. I don't hate going to school, I mean, I like it much less than going to St Nicholas, but it isn't something that's torturous for me.
But it's like... What's the point? I suppose, that's the only way I can put it. I've no idea what I want to do in the future (or what I want is incredibly unfeasibly, so laughable I will probably never tell anyone), I've no idea what I'm doing, where I'm going. And I just feel so... Not lost, but, directionless.
I've no idea, but this wasn't how my post was suppose to go.
Life is boring. Yeah, that's it. And I hate it. (There's no point.) I need colour, excitement, something that breaks the montony of going to school every day, coming home, trying to study but failing and falling into the temptation of coming online and wasting my hours away doing nothing the same things. Something, anything. Because I feel myself slowly dying as each day passes... Okay, I don't and I'm lapsing into emo prose but whatever, I've no idea. It's just... There's absolutely nothing.
I just wish there was something more, something different. I can't take this endless ritual of nothing, I swear, I'll die of boredom and overdose on drugs or whatever that'd cheer the day up.
I don't know. It's just so boring. I don't even know what's the point of going through all these motions, if I don't even have a goal in mind. But it's not like I'm considering suicide (because that's just dumb and I honestly would never dare to go through with it), I just can't go on like this for long.
These are the times I wish I believed in a Higher Being or whatever. But that's a discussion for another emo blog post.
There just needs to be something you know? Something that differentiates each day from the previous.
Okay, today is my OTP day. But at least this time, they're both real people and it isn't gay and it's cannon. It isn't cannon, but it's hinted so heavily to be cannon, it should be made cannon (like 8059, everyone knows that they're totally together, don't have to keep us in suspense anymore Amano).
Whatever! YES, SEN-CHAN/UMEKO FTW! Cutest Sentai pairing ever! Which isn't saying much because the other Sentai pairing I shipped was Urara/whashisface?,OH!Hikaruwhatever. And they were cannon beyond belief because they were going to get married. =.=;;
Heehee, it's such a badly edited video and I so shouldn't be plugging it but whateverrrrr~~~, I'm worth it. :D Plus, it's all from the same episode! Which I will probably end up watching later. Sigh, if only I had a copy of Trick Room, all the wonderful Sen-Chan angst. Heh.
With Marvel’s summer release of Young Avengers, a new name was introduced to comics readers around the world: Allan Heinberg. Though he’s new to comics, Heinberg has been writing for prime time television dramas like The OC and Party of Five for years. Neil Figuracion, longtime television viewer, asks Allan questions that only he can answer.
BF: How would Patriot react if he were locked in a room with a naked man? How would Hulklingor Hawkingbird (her answer's not funny)react differently?
AH: Patriot has a very take-charge, no-nonsense demeanor. He is not easily intimidated -- even by a naked man. He'd probably take a quick look at the goods, judge them accordingly, then look the guy straight in the eye and firmly suggest he think about finding himself a pair of pants.
Then Patriot would go about doing whatever's next on his to-do list.
Hulkling would be intrigued by the Naked Man -- and even a little envious of the guy's obvious confidence. He'd nod approvingly, give the guy the thumbs up, and say "Good for you, Naked Man." And though he'd try his best to maintain eye contact at all times, he'd fail miserably.
BF: It must have been surprising that readers clued in to Hulkling and Asgardian's relationship so quickly. Why do you feel readers would be so keen on outing their potential gayness as to declare it after a mere glance?
AH: I have to admit, the reader response to that single panel in YA #1 took me completely by surprise. But comic book readers are incredibly perceptive and understand that when the artist and writer devote an entire panel to a single shared glance, that glance must have some storytelling significance. We hadn't planned to address Hulkling and Asgardian's relationship until well into the first year, but after the enthusiastic response to that panel, we were able to integrate their relationship into the fabric of the book much earlier.
BF: Even for an understanding set of parents, coming out can be quite a bombshell. From a dramatic point of view, why did you make it so easy for Billy's parents to pick up on and accept his gayness and his relationship with Teddy?
AH: Part of it was about subverting expectations and not wanting to write a scene I felt I'd already seen many, many times before. Also, Billy's parents are extremely well adjusted, Upper West Side doctors. She's a therapist, and he's a cardiologist, so I thought if anyone's going to have a solid grasp of human sexuality, it would be the Kaplan's. And finally, I guess it was my hope that in seeing Billy's parents lovingly accept his sexuality, readers might be inspired to have similarly loving reactions if ever faced with that particular moment.
(Heehee, the scene was so cute! When Billy was all like, omg, i want to come out of the closet... I'm a superhero. And his parents cut him off so they are like HEEHEE, IT'S OKAY THAT YOU'RE GAY. WE APPROVE OF TEDDY. Welcome to the family son!)
APPROVE! Haha, I'm being a wannabe Young Avengers fan because I haven't read about the million issues after Young Avengers: Family Matters, screw you and not sending copies over to Singapore! RAWR. I heard that Young Avengers: Dark Reign wasn't nice, and WHAT WAS WITH THE COVER OF BILLY AND THAT OTHER WITCH-PERSON??? How can he have a cover with her and not Teddy???
Well whatever, ughhhhhh, I MISS READING YA. QUICK QUICK! Publish compilations so I can finally purchase them and happily run off into cannon Billy/Teddy. ^-^
So instead of crashing in my room to sleep after staying up practically the whole night today (more about that later, after I stop squeeing over the epicness of 8059... which would take a while because eeeeeeeeeeee, when I first watched the video, I was going to freaking cry because it was so cute, and Kyon would know because I was fangasming to her and freaking out like a lunatic), I decided to come online and I went to watch my happy 8059 video again (the one posted just a post before).
And it makes me so happy. I know, it's just so weird that watching it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside, and I already fangirled like crazy over the video in the last post, but it's just that level of epicness. Plus I realize I'm more of in love with the relationship of 8059 than actually just Yamamoto even though I think Yamamoto is the most badassawesomekewl character in Reborn ever and this is true facts thx.
They are just so adorabubble, I cannot stand it! I'm just spamming Your Guardian Angel on repeat now because it makes me feel so happy inside and I think I'm just typing the same thing over and over again, and it makes me feel like wanting to be in Love, but the 8059-type y'know?
Haha, I'm such a freak.
That and I'm a hopeless romantic (who fangasms 8059 like whoa. I need to get more normal OTPs O.O).
And as long as Amano keeps having all these sweet little 8059 moments, I'll continue reading Reborn. Even if it means having to endure 54984321 million chapters of Tuna's attempt at being epic boss and the lack of character development and lack of development of proper relationships between characters, I DON'T CARE. As long as there's still 8059, I'll keep on reading.
(But pleasepleaseplease, let there be a Kidnap-the-Tuna plot where everyone has this super-duper-boost of character development and Hibari becomes less annoying and there are more Ryohei-fangirls and LET THERE BE MORE 8059 sequences, omg, can you imagine it?! It'd be like, F***, JYUUDAIME'S MISSING! Ma, ma, calm down~~~. HEEHEE. Someone needs to do a doujin of it like NAO. Or rather, Amano needs to write/draw/whatever a plot like that NAO.
Oh and omgsh, her art has seriously improved since the Daily Life Arc. Which is so sad because even though her art's improved, the story's going down.)
Watching this makes me feel like crying because I'm just beaming at the computer like an idiot because it's just so sweet. Hopeless romantic fail. -dies-
The editing is so super sharp and omg, the scene at 1.25, omg. And I feel so happy and sad and everything when I watch it, which is dumb because it's just a video, but I can't help it.
I am so amused by this picture because of how there seems to be two random people popping out at the back ground, and I didn't even realize it until I was looking through the pictures we took just now in Burger Shack. Benita's calssmates are so weird and strange.
(BTW, I AM trying to upload the pictures from today onto Facebook, but they refuse to be uploaded. The uploader is taking the longest time.)
YES, SO I CRASHED CJC TODAY. MAN IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.
Our April Fool's Day joke epically failed because Celine didn't seem to fall for it when I was there, but at least she fell for the SMS ones... which means we half win... Kind of. Heh. (Sorry Celine for having to waste a prayer on me, heh heh, ilybby!)
I'm too lazy to blog tbh, haha, I just wanted to post up that epic picture. ^-^
But it was crazy fun going to CJC, and meeting everyone and their classes. I MET THE ACTUALLY REAL GABRIEL. :-O And Benita's classmates are like super strange. HAHA, IDK. I wish my class/school was more CRAAAAAACK!Crazy!Weird than strange!weird y'know? Hmmm.... O.O
Okay, I am officially once again in love with davedays because he is so freaking awesome and cool and I love his jacket. Okay, and his fashion sense has improved from that dinky green shirt which is still full of win but omggggg. YES.
WE NEED TO START A YOUTUBE CHANNEL SOON DOING COOL THINGS SXY!
Oh look at this, I'm no one's pimp.
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