#99. We're just one post away from the big MARSHMELLOW!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
I've got a new favourite song and a potential favourite band : Sell Your Soul by Hollywood Undead. Which (as usual) I found from watching a Soul Eater video. I realize most of the bands I listen to-- especially rock-- were all discovered when I was watching fanvideos of my little happy fandoms with their prettily edited videos and their angsty angstyness.
Wait, wait, no. All of them I found cause of Power Ranger videos. =.=;;
Which brings me to the conclusion of : My searching for new music has stopped since Secondary 2. *headdesk*
GOSH, NOW I KNOW WHY I'M A SOCIAL LEPER.
Anyway, I feel bad for neglecting this sad thing for ages and ages because every post I want to post has something to do with OMGOMGOMG, YAMAMOTO, IT'S SO SAD/ "HOW ARE YOUR LEGS YAMAMOTO?" or HEEHEE, DURARARA, KIDA, OMGGG~~~! and since that isn't very interesting to read (well, I find it incredibly interesting but I'm assuming sane people don't), I haven't been posting.
And also because I'm one lazy idiot.
I just went for my OGL interview thing today and I think I gave the council people the general impression of me being this raving mad lunatic that can't talk coherently and gestures too much... Which when you think about it, is quite an accurate representation of me, especially when it comes to first impressions. WHOOPS, I THINK I MAY HAVE SCREWED UP MY INTERVIEW. Nah! It was fun stuff, haha.
I HATE PROJECT WORK.
And Sell Your Soul is a good song. I should go listen to more music from Hollywood Undead, or you guys could buy me their CD for my birthday.
This was playing in my head just now during 2.4km. The. Whole. Time. Well, not really cause I was like: AS MUCH AS I LOVE HUMAN, I WILL DIE. So I was like omgomgomgLM. Comgomgomg in my head, and it worked for like thirty seconds, then it turned back into Human. Of course after the third lap I was like HOLY SHIT I'M GOING TO DIE NONONO RUN! so all music was kinda obliverated-- kinda.
Let me be smug about my timing btw: 12.37! :DDD FEEL MY HAPPYNESS, OMG, I couldn't stop beaming after that because I was like HOLY SHIT! THIS IS MY FASTEST EVER. AND I HAVEN'T TRAINED IN HOW LONG?!?!? Which reminds me, I want to go back to TKD this week, ugh, I can't believe I've left for so long, I've totally forgotten all the patterns. But yeah, the little book will come in handy.
Hmmm... :/
I seriously need to start studying even though I managed to pass Econs (omgikromgwtfbbqhaha, 9/20!) but whatever, I feel my braincells dying and I think they are, well they aren't dying because they're already dead. =.= *dies*
Stupid procrastinating/lazy/ass Rei-En, QUICK GO WORK. STOP SAYING YOU'LL DO EVERYTHING TOMORROW.
But that's what I always end up doing.
OKAY.
OKAY.
Maa maa.
SCREW YOU LAHHHHHHH. Rawr, I hate being so directionless all the time.
#66. But you're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing in my sleep, you've got me smiling in my dreams
Monday, April 19, 2010
I know this is a super slow/not fast/not typical OMG, REI-EN FANGIRL LET'S SING ABOUT HOW THE WORLD IS SAD AND ANGRY AND WE'RE ALL TO BLAMEEEEEE type of songs, but I love it like something that is worthy of my love. HAH! I didn't resort to my happy I love it as much as Gokudera and Yamamoto love each other description again, which, I shall emphasize, is A LOT.
So I've finally finished syncing my play-list for tomorrow's 2.4km. It's called OMG I'M NOT RUNNING OUT OF BREATH, RUN RUN RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN!. SO EPIC RIGHT? Hahaha, I did my 5 items today, it was good fun! EXCEPT FOR SBJ. Rawrrrrr, 3cm to all As. =.= Bah humbug. I'm so psyched to run because I've got Across the Border in my iPod, and the starting is so WOAHHHHZZZZ.
OMGOMGOMG, ANYWAY! I got to the epic episode 83 of KHR in which MY HEART JUST BREAKS AND KEEPS ON BREAKING. BECAUSE! GAMMA JUST DESTROYS MY LITTLE 8059 LIKE SOME GODZILLA IN NYC! And I have never been so happy to see Hibari in my entire life. OMG, it was like YES! HIBARI, COME SAVE MY BABIES! D: *heartbreak*
Heehee.
I forgot what I wanted to say.
I'm sure it was something important, but oh well! YOU SHALL ALL BE DEPRIVED OF IT. KUFUFUFUFUFU.
Haha, anyway, for the past few days, I've been trying to be an awesomely, awesome student. Seriously! Every day after school, I'll decide to study and revise and all that scholarly-mugger-type stuff.
Except that it doesn't work and I don't study at all.
Because I totally cannot study with people in general.
Either that or I can't study with Patrick, Chinnapa and Avinash.
I suspect it's just Chinnapa, because when he came to 'study' with Patrick, Avinash and I just now, we ended up in hysterical laughter and BAAAAAKA-ing and WHUT IS THIS, I NEED TO DO MY WORK--- NAHHHHHHH. And this happens all the time-- or at least for the past two times we've attempted to study together. But naaaaaaah~!, it's not like I'd study anyway, hahaha. At least we didn't make enough noise to get kicked out of the library. Hohoho.
Something has changed within me, Something is not the same And now that I'm strong I have figured out, How this world is cold and it breaks through my soul.
Listening to Defying Gravity (sorry Wicked fans but I've never watched the musical--damn UK trip-- so I heart the Glee/Kurt version more, heh heh) and Your Guardian Angel (damn you 8059) while trying to do Literature Homework: Wuthering Heights Pairings (okay, no, and it's not even slash =.=) is not the smartest thing to do. Neither is not finishing the whole book and getting all my information from Sparknotes but whatever. I don't think blogging's very appropriate either.
Ah well.
This shall be my melancholic post (I spelt that wrong didn't I?) in which I sound very much like I did in Seconary 2 when the whole world was a ball of angst and emodom and I lived in the ecnter of it. Well, 3 years has passed and no progress has been made. (This is all thanks to Kyon by the way, whose posts just made me realize that I'm feeling almost the exact same way. *dies*)
11S07C is nice, they really are. Sure, I may feel like I'm treading through a mine-field around some people and I wish I could act more like myself around them because I feel hyper!Rei-En coming out way too often (or do I notice her more only because the Dramagirls aren't around to join me?) and she definitely is not who I am. I've got nothing against them, or against the friends I've made, it's just that... It isn't that I miss the Dramagirls because I really do. It's more than that. I don't hate going to school, I mean, I like it much less than going to St Nicholas, but it isn't something that's torturous for me.
But it's like... What's the point? I suppose, that's the only way I can put it. I've no idea what I want to do in the future (or what I want is incredibly unfeasibly, so laughable I will probably never tell anyone), I've no idea what I'm doing, where I'm going. And I just feel so... Not lost, but, directionless.
I've no idea, but this wasn't how my post was suppose to go.
Life is boring. Yeah, that's it. And I hate it. (There's no point.) I need colour, excitement, something that breaks the montony of going to school every day, coming home, trying to study but failing and falling into the temptation of coming online and wasting my hours away doing nothing the same things. Something, anything. Because I feel myself slowly dying as each day passes... Okay, I don't and I'm lapsing into emo prose but whatever, I've no idea. It's just... There's absolutely nothing.
I just wish there was something more, something different. I can't take this endless ritual of nothing, I swear, I'll die of boredom and overdose on drugs or whatever that'd cheer the day up.
I don't know. It's just so boring. I don't even know what's the point of going through all these motions, if I don't even have a goal in mind. But it's not like I'm considering suicide (because that's just dumb and I honestly would never dare to go through with it), I just can't go on like this for long.
These are the times I wish I believed in a Higher Being or whatever. But that's a discussion for another emo blog post.
There just needs to be something you know? Something that differentiates each day from the previous.
Okay, I am officially once again in love with davedays because he is so freaking awesome and cool and I love his jacket. Okay, and his fashion sense has improved from that dinky green shirt which is still full of win but omggggg. YES.
WE NEED TO START A YOUTUBE CHANNEL SOON DOING COOL THINGS SXY!
Rei-En
16
30 July 1993
Singapore We were watching our lives pass us by
But then we were stopped by a shooting star
Now if we can just find something to believe in
then we can be stronger.
So I will take your trembling hand and bring you with me,
and we will grow stronger by walking against the wind.
--Boys and Girls, LM. C
and talk with your hips
Harem
Oh look at this, I'm no one's pimp. Let's disregard the fact that I'm too lazy to link anyone at the moment.
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#99. We're just one post away from the big MARSHMELLOW!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
I've got a new favourite song and a potential favourite band : Sell Your Soul by Hollywood Undead. Which (as usual) I found from watching a Soul Eater video. I realize most of the bands I listen to-- especially rock-- were all discovered when I was watching fanvideos of my little happy fandoms with their prettily edited videos and their angsty angstyness.
Wait, wait, no. All of them I found cause of Power Ranger videos. =.=;;
Which brings me to the conclusion of : My searching for new music has stopped since Secondary 2. *headdesk*
GOSH, NOW I KNOW WHY I'M A SOCIAL LEPER.
Anyway, I feel bad for neglecting this sad thing for ages and ages because every post I want to post has something to do with OMGOMGOMG, YAMAMOTO, IT'S SO SAD/ "HOW ARE YOUR LEGS YAMAMOTO?" or HEEHEE, DURARARA, KIDA, OMGGG~~~! and since that isn't very interesting to read (well, I find it incredibly interesting but I'm assuming sane people don't), I haven't been posting.
And also because I'm one lazy idiot.
I just went for my OGL interview thing today and I think I gave the council people the general impression of me being this raving mad lunatic that can't talk coherently and gestures too much... Which when you think about it, is quite an accurate representation of me, especially when it comes to first impressions. WHOOPS, I THINK I MAY HAVE SCREWED UP MY INTERVIEW. Nah! It was fun stuff, haha.
I HATE PROJECT WORK.
And Sell Your Soul is a good song. I should go listen to more music from Hollywood Undead, or you guys could buy me their CD for my birthday.
This was playing in my head just now during 2.4km. The. Whole. Time. Well, not really cause I was like: AS MUCH AS I LOVE HUMAN, I WILL DIE. So I was like omgomgomgLM. Comgomgomg in my head, and it worked for like thirty seconds, then it turned back into Human. Of course after the third lap I was like HOLY SHIT I'M GOING TO DIE NONONO RUN! so all music was kinda obliverated-- kinda.
Let me be smug about my timing btw: 12.37! :DDD FEEL MY HAPPYNESS, OMG, I couldn't stop beaming after that because I was like HOLY SHIT! THIS IS MY FASTEST EVER. AND I HAVEN'T TRAINED IN HOW LONG?!?!? Which reminds me, I want to go back to TKD this week, ugh, I can't believe I've left for so long, I've totally forgotten all the patterns. But yeah, the little book will come in handy.
Hmmm... :/
I seriously need to start studying even though I managed to pass Econs (omgikromgwtfbbqhaha, 9/20!) but whatever, I feel my braincells dying and I think they are, well they aren't dying because they're already dead. =.= *dies*
Stupid procrastinating/lazy/ass Rei-En, QUICK GO WORK. STOP SAYING YOU'LL DO EVERYTHING TOMORROW.
But that's what I always end up doing.
OKAY.
OKAY.
Maa maa.
SCREW YOU LAHHHHHHH. Rawr, I hate being so directionless all the time.
#66. But you're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing in my sleep, you've got me smiling in my dreams
Monday, April 19, 2010
I know this is a super slow/not fast/not typical OMG, REI-EN FANGIRL LET'S SING ABOUT HOW THE WORLD IS SAD AND ANGRY AND WE'RE ALL TO BLAMEEEEEE type of songs, but I love it like something that is worthy of my love. HAH! I didn't resort to my happy I love it as much as Gokudera and Yamamoto love each other description again, which, I shall emphasize, is A LOT.
So I've finally finished syncing my play-list for tomorrow's 2.4km. It's called OMG I'M NOT RUNNING OUT OF BREATH, RUN RUN RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN!. SO EPIC RIGHT? Hahaha, I did my 5 items today, it was good fun! EXCEPT FOR SBJ. Rawrrrrr, 3cm to all As. =.= Bah humbug. I'm so psyched to run because I've got Across the Border in my iPod, and the starting is so WOAHHHHZZZZ.
OMGOMGOMG, ANYWAY! I got to the epic episode 83 of KHR in which MY HEART JUST BREAKS AND KEEPS ON BREAKING. BECAUSE! GAMMA JUST DESTROYS MY LITTLE 8059 LIKE SOME GODZILLA IN NYC! And I have never been so happy to see Hibari in my entire life. OMG, it was like YES! HIBARI, COME SAVE MY BABIES! D: *heartbreak*
Heehee.
I forgot what I wanted to say.
I'm sure it was something important, but oh well! YOU SHALL ALL BE DEPRIVED OF IT. KUFUFUFUFUFU.
Haha, anyway, for the past few days, I've been trying to be an awesomely, awesome student. Seriously! Every day after school, I'll decide to study and revise and all that scholarly-mugger-type stuff.
Except that it doesn't work and I don't study at all.
Because I totally cannot study with people in general.
Either that or I can't study with Patrick, Chinnapa and Avinash.
I suspect it's just Chinnapa, because when he came to 'study' with Patrick, Avinash and I just now, we ended up in hysterical laughter and BAAAAAKA-ing and WHUT IS THIS, I NEED TO DO MY WORK--- NAHHHHHHH. And this happens all the time-- or at least for the past two times we've attempted to study together. But naaaaaaah~!, it's not like I'd study anyway, hahaha. At least we didn't make enough noise to get kicked out of the library. Hohoho.
Something has changed within me, Something is not the same And now that I'm strong I have figured out, How this world is cold and it breaks through my soul.
Listening to Defying Gravity (sorry Wicked fans but I've never watched the musical--damn UK trip-- so I heart the Glee/Kurt version more, heh heh) and Your Guardian Angel (damn you 8059) while trying to do Literature Homework: Wuthering Heights Pairings (okay, no, and it's not even slash =.=) is not the smartest thing to do. Neither is not finishing the whole book and getting all my information from Sparknotes but whatever. I don't think blogging's very appropriate either.
Ah well.
This shall be my melancholic post (I spelt that wrong didn't I?) in which I sound very much like I did in Seconary 2 when the whole world was a ball of angst and emodom and I lived in the ecnter of it. Well, 3 years has passed and no progress has been made. (This is all thanks to Kyon by the way, whose posts just made me realize that I'm feeling almost the exact same way. *dies*)
11S07C is nice, they really are. Sure, I may feel like I'm treading through a mine-field around some people and I wish I could act more like myself around them because I feel hyper!Rei-En coming out way too often (or do I notice her more only because the Dramagirls aren't around to join me?) and she definitely is not who I am. I've got nothing against them, or against the friends I've made, it's just that... It isn't that I miss the Dramagirls because I really do. It's more than that. I don't hate going to school, I mean, I like it much less than going to St Nicholas, but it isn't something that's torturous for me.
But it's like... What's the point? I suppose, that's the only way I can put it. I've no idea what I want to do in the future (or what I want is incredibly unfeasibly, so laughable I will probably never tell anyone), I've no idea what I'm doing, where I'm going. And I just feel so... Not lost, but, directionless.
I've no idea, but this wasn't how my post was suppose to go.
Life is boring. Yeah, that's it. And I hate it. (There's no point.) I need colour, excitement, something that breaks the montony of going to school every day, coming home, trying to study but failing and falling into the temptation of coming online and wasting my hours away doing nothing the same things. Something, anything. Because I feel myself slowly dying as each day passes... Okay, I don't and I'm lapsing into emo prose but whatever, I've no idea. It's just... There's absolutely nothing.
I just wish there was something more, something different. I can't take this endless ritual of nothing, I swear, I'll die of boredom and overdose on drugs or whatever that'd cheer the day up.
I don't know. It's just so boring. I don't even know what's the point of going through all these motions, if I don't even have a goal in mind. But it's not like I'm considering suicide (because that's just dumb and I honestly would never dare to go through with it), I just can't go on like this for long.
These are the times I wish I believed in a Higher Being or whatever. But that's a discussion for another emo blog post.
There just needs to be something you know? Something that differentiates each day from the previous.
Okay, I am officially once again in love with davedays because he is so freaking awesome and cool and I love his jacket. Okay, and his fashion sense has improved from that dinky green shirt which is still full of win but omggggg. YES.
WE NEED TO START A YOUTUBE CHANNEL SOON DOING COOL THINGS SXY!
Oh look at this, I'm no one's pimp.
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